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So I've always had these weird issues with studying ever since I started college, and I'm more than halfway done, so I guess it's late to bring this up now. I'm always disappointed in myself. My GPA is mediocre, like a B to B+ average maybe; I get way more B's than I do A's. I feel like I always need to be studying. I'm not confident enough in myself to ever spent time doing anything else [except studying], even though I know my "studying" is for the most part not efficient. I never do associate with people outside of friends in my classes when we work on school related stuff, and I always spend all of my time at the library. I stay up till like 2 or 3 am "studying", and then I force myself to wake up early, fearing that, if I wake up late, I will waste the whole day away. With the lack of sleep, I usually end up passing out in the library while "studying", and wasting a bunch of time. Usually, my studying is not super focused. Sometimes, I do get some work done. However, I never feel satisfied with what I've accomplished. I always feel behind everyone else. Also, I often get distracted by the computer or my phone; if a random idea about something pops in my head, I feel the need to search online about it. I browse SDN and waste a lot of time. I'm always thinking about how disappointing my time has been while here in college, and I think I'm going to regret how I did things later down the line. I just really wish I could force myself to study efficiently and smartly so that my entire life doesn't need to be swallowed up by it. Anyone have advice?