Hello fellow Sdners,
I will be vague with my description on purpose.
I am currently a second year resident in a rural GS program. I got in with average stats, 100% sure about the choice, because although i prefered integrated plastics, i did not have the stats. And sometimes you have to compromise.I thought being in the OR and operating was enough.
Now, I've realized that the bread and butter of the practice doesnt appeal to me, i dont get any joy doing choles, hernias, abcesses, perirectal work, varicose veins. We do a lot of colorectal work (elective oncology and emergent) i dont enjoy it.
Getting into a plastic fellowship is going to be impossible.
After the wear and tear of residency it gets though to think what is really important to me.
I can try to change to a surgical subspecialty, but it is unlikely i will get a spot.
A non surgical residency is a possibility, but i am so displaced from it that it seems daunting.
I am feeling a bit down right now.
I am currently taking a hiatus, because i am sure i need to change residency.
Thinking of not operating again leaves a hole in my heart, but keeping at it and doing these cases i dont enjoy is miserable.
Have any of you completely abandoned the practice of surgery to attend another specialty.