Tashka,
I went into law out of what I thought was necessity. I graduated with a B.S. in psych, and needless to say, my job prospects were not very promising. Honestly, the only reason I got into UF Law was my LSAT score.
I equated law with money and prestige, and that was the sole reason I applied. Turned out I absolutely hated the classes, especially legal research and writing, which is generally regarded as the most applicable class you take. Even worse, I soon started to hate the idea of being a lawyer.
Long story short, I went in uninformed, and for the wrong reasons. I decided that it was not worth completing. It was a rash decision, and it is impossible to say if there is an area of law I would later find and enjoy. I just knew for a fact that I hated what I was doing, and where, subjectively, I believed I was going.
I really enjoyed science, particularly chemistry, in high school. I took two years of it, got A's for the year and a 4 on the AP exam. I went into undergrad (this was 2001
) with the grand aspiration of being a doctor (again, money + prestige). I took Chem I with Lab, and Calc I, and decided that the whole premed thing was way to hard, despite putting no effort into it. I get very frustrated when I think back to being 18-22. I was an immature kid, with absolutely no work ethic or practical, realistic goals.
I dropped Chem I, but kept the lab and calc. I got a B+ in both of those thankfully, so at least my science GPA will not be off to a horrible start....the W for dropping chem I does not count, right?
I am not 100% set on becoming a pharmacist. The last thing I want to do is get to far ahead of myself (again) with some steadfast idea of becoming this and making that amount per year. I am trying my best to take things one step at a time. I got a job with CVS this week. I am in the photo lab now
, but they agreed to train me as a pharm tech and get me in when there is an opening. Like I posted earlier, I am starting the basic sciences this summer. What I like about pharmacy, and I guess all science fields, is you can get an idea of the later coursework from the prereqs. It is difficult to do that with law. The other thing I am def. going to do is work in a pharmacy somehow. I went into law school without ever setting foot in a law firm, court room, etc.
I *think* I am more predisposed to like science, and with the work ethic I have now, I hope I can do well in the classes. My main goal is not to rush into things, work as hard as I can, and find something I enjoy doing. The pharmacy prereqs seem to open multiple doors, so I am optimistic.
My major fear as getting to organic chem and being one of those people that just doesn't get it. Does this happen to many people? The one thing I am not concerned about is a lack of effort. I know for sure that I am going to give it my all, so at least if I can't do the classes, I know I never could and then move on from there.