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Yes, I was terminated and would like to start a support group
First of all, no resident is lazy or incompetent. If you have the drive and initiative to get into med school, get through med school, and get into residency -- you already put in so much effort, time, and money into the whole process that you are clearly motivated, was cleared on the competence issue by med school/exams, etc.
Second of all, I would like to share my sad story of woe. First residency I matched into was General Surgery. Full of piss and vinegar, ready to do whoever and whatever -- I lasted only a month in it and had to quit b/c of it being too overwhelming and just not being able to handle it. Discussed the difficulty before quitting with PD and Graduate Studies Director, but was given no guidance or help.
Miraculously matched into a less intense residency of Family Medicine -- anything just to keep the career. Was dimissed from that residency in three months after I missed a day of work due to hospitalization. Was honest and stupid enough to tell the PD that I was hospitalized for phsychiatric reasons (resolved once I cought up on my sleep). Was not allowed to come back, was told to seek therapy, then to call back and see.
a) how could I afford therapy if you just fired me and I have to move in back with my parents/parent?
b) i missed a day of work due to hospitalization -- b/c of HIPAA it is none of your business why I was hospitalized, for all you know, I had gastroenteritis and had to spend a day at the ER.
c) if you really want to help me and have me be part of your residency, why don't you keep me as a resident and arrange me to have one half-day off/wk to go see your in-house or private physician, thus making sure I get the help you require of me (and I supposedly need), but at the same time not leaving me without a means to support myself.
d) The program director left the residency six months after I got fired/dismissed. So in 12 months, when I was ready to work and called back to see if they would take me back -- there was a new program director and no one knew who I was and what I was talking about.
e) All my issues were cured by getting enough sleep, not meds, not therapy, just good old restorative, REM sleep and rest.
f) I find it impossible to get a job anywhere except places that pay minimum wage. And I have med shcool debt. My career which was the basket into which I put in all my eggs has been destroyed. The loss one experience when being dismissed from such a prestigious position as a resident/physician is devastating and beyond anything I can say in words to describe the feeling.
g) I find it impossible to get new letter of recommendation from anywhere to apply again.
h) finally, I was dimissed for phsychiatric issues, but I had none or did have them but they were under control. however, after it sank in and I realized that there was no way for me to ever become a physician and that I would have start over -- that's when psychiatric issues of grief and loss and all that that entails surfaced.
I think that the argument you are making is in-congruent with the reality of the residency training we are talking about. The problem we are talking about is not residents who are incompetent or lazy but residents who are unfairly targeted based on the overly political scene that doctors have turned residency into. Most evaluations are not used by attendings to give accurate feedback but to abuse and discriminate against residents if they don't like them. The only residents that have the option of being lazy and incompetent are the protected ones that nobody touches. I have seen it countless times. As long as you are liked, you could commit murder and nobody says a thing about it. If you are not liked, that's when you are evaluated to be incompetent when you are and so on and so forth.
I'm going to respond to the two posters who report being terminated. First, I want to be clear that my purpose is not to "kick you when you're down", but hopefully either you or someone else reading this will be helped.
I completely disagree, for several reasons. First is the definition of "incompetent". I am incompetent at flying a fighter jet. I have no idea how to do so, and if someone put me in the pilot's seat and told me to fly it, it wouldn't end well. So, yes, a resident can be incompetent -- it simply means that they do not have the skills to do the job assigned. Could I become competent at flying a fighter jet? I'd like to think that I could, presumably with enough training and practice I'd be able to do so. So, residents can be incompetent for the job that they were hired into. Perhaps, with more training, they could become competent at that job, but it's not a program's job to do so.
Also, residents can definitely be lazy. The skills and time commitment needed to succeed at residency are different than those in medical school. I have definitely seen residents who were unwilling to put the effort needed into their education.
I hate to say it, but you were incompetent to be a surgical resident in this program at this time. That doesn't mean that you couldn't improve and become competent. Your PD doesn't necessarily need to give you guidance or help -- it sounds like you were seriously in over your head and help wasn't going to address the situation. Your PD is under no requirement to help you get your next position, either.
This situation is more complicated. In general, it's illegal for them to fire you just because you're ill. You would have had a contract, and unless the contract specifically states that you get fired if you miss a day because you're ill, you are relatively protected.
However, the devil is in the details. Did you call to tell them you were going to be absent, or just not show up? If you didn't call, then you would need to prove that you were too ill to call. Otherwise, that's a serious problem.
If you did have psychiatric problems, that's also complicated. Your PD can insist on a "fitness for duty" evaluation -- a separate physician evaluates your health and determines whether you can, or cannot, function in your job. The problem with many psychiatric problems is a lack of self awareness of your limitations. Patient safety is paramount, so someone needs to assess whether you are safe to care for patients.
An interesting point, but "not my problem" as your PD. I can't fix the world's problems. I agree that it might be more humane to put you out on medical leave -- either via FMLA (where you would need to cover your health care insurance costs, and get no salary) or medical disability (where you likely get paid your salary, and have your benefits continue). The "problem" from my standpoint is that in both cases, I can't hire someone new. There's no such thing as a "temp intern". So, if I keep you on, I then have to rejigger the whole schedule, making eveyone else cover your work, in the hope that you will get better and come back. It's an interesting ethical dilemma -- doing what's "best" for you might hurt everyone else in the program, vs hiring someone new hurts you but is the fairest option for everyone else.
Totally agree. You didn't have to tell anyone why you were hospitalized. You did have a duty to inform your workplace that you were absent, and they can require some sort of documentation for your absence (a simple note would suffice). They can also require a fitness for duty evaluation upon your return.
Arranging this in a resident's schedule is not easy. Who exactly is going to do your work on those afternoons? Is this fair to your co-workers? Is your performance the rest of the time truly satisfactory? Is 1/2 day per week really sufficient to address your problems?
This is unfortunate, but you should have been in communication with your program regularly (i.e. every month) and this would have been less of an issue.
If the shifts of your residency were the problem with your sleep, then I don't see how that could have been addressed adequately. If you simply stayed up late on your own, then that was a poor choice. I guess my point is that I think your termination was likely due to more than simply getting admitted -- likely your performance was less than satisfactory, and then your admission becomes the final straw.
On the other hand, psychiatric illness clearly has a negative connotation here in the US. Once you get admitted for your psych issues, that elevates your problem to a new level. You'd need to be frankly suicidal or psychotic to get admitted, and both of those issues would raise serious concerns in any training program.
This is a real problem. You were terminated by two programs. Not many programs are going to want to take a risk on you again. I hope you can see that taking you into a program is risky. You need to do something to mitigate that risk.
Not surprising, since you were in both programs for less than 6 months. What do you expect people to say? Your performance may have been sub par to begin, deteriorated as you became more psychiatrically ill, culminating in your admission. Even if your performance was totally fine the entire time, the best that someone could write would be just that, and that won't get you far.
What this says to me is that your psych issues were just below the surface. All of the stress of residency was likely to make them manifest (and likely did). I doubt your psych issues were under good control when you were terminated. I wasn't there, so I certainly can't say. But I also know that you can't really say either, since these things are impossible to self assess.
This is a different issue. Yes, I am certain there are situations where residents are unfairly targeted. And, there is no question that there is some "magnifying glass" type effect -- once a resident is "in trouble", everything they do is examined with a magnifying glass and you find problems. Those same problems might be present in other, but go unnoticed. So the pressure mounts, the resident's performance degrades, and termination ensues.
However, it is often difficult for a resident with real problems to have the insight to see them. It's "easy" to blame the system for your own failings. Residents often claim that "everyone does it" or that their behavior is not outside the norm.
This is what makes evaluation of residents so difficult. There are no objective tests of competence, and there won't be any. It will always be a subjective evaluation, and subjective evaluations are subject to bias.
Yes, I found that statement curious as well. What, exactly, is a new intern supposed to be competent at doing? Having been a new intern not all that long ago, I feel fairly confident in saying that new interns are complete idiots for the most part when it comes to the practice of medicine. You're barely even competent to sign in to the EMR when you start residency, let alone to practice in your specialty!don't we go to residency program to become competent and skilled in our chosen field ?
then how come its not their job ?
Ofcourse, resident/intern have to read to maintain good MK.
My apologies.
What I meant was that medical school is designed to train you to function as a beginning intern. If you arrive at a program incompetent to be a beginning intern, it's not a program's responsibility to remediate deficiencies in your prior medical training. Obviously, programs are here to take you from a competent beginning intern into a competent solo practitioner.
My apologies.
What I meant was that medical school is designed to train you to function as a beginning intern. If you arrive at a program incompetent to be a beginning intern, it's not a program's responsibility to remediate deficiencies in your prior medical training. Obviously, programs are here to take you from a competent beginning intern into a competent solo practitioner.
if there are other people out there who are in similar situations, i want to hear more about these events. i want to know what happened. i want to know if they made you repeat your harrowing experiences for months. if they reprimanded you. requested that you write self-reflections, then rewrite and recast them for months which was based on their sudden dissatisfaction, how they took more actions against you. i want to know if you had to endure repeated verbal and written threats to your jobs. if people who support you are harassed by the administration to any degree. i want to know if they actively prevented you from being able to perform your work. i want to know the sordid details and exact methods. for example, list a specific instance, like this one - meeting without any known agenda with supervisors that deteriorate into intimidation such as no one will believe you, certain people (people who you have met once or twice) don't like and why? etc, to allow readers of this forum to understand the degree of abuse that the medical training system subjects on some of the physicians in training. imo and i imagine, most people, this should not be allowed.
...Your PD doesn't necessarily need to give you guidance or help -- it sounds like you were seriously in over your head and help wasn't going to address the situation. Your PD is under no requirement to help you get your next position, either...
With great respect, it IS your responsibility to remediate deficiencies if YOU were the one responsible for selecting the candidate in question and YOU were lazy/incompetent in detecting deficiencies so marked that would later warrant an often career-terminating decision.
You want to hear more about others experiences, May I inquire how will that benefit them? Is there plan how they can restore their career? Is it group therapy?
Thank you
Yes, I am certain there are situations where residents are unfairly targeted. And, there is no question that there is some "magnifying glass" type effect -- once a resident is "in trouble", everything they do is examined with a magnifying glass and you find problems. Those same problems might be present in other, but go unnoticed. So the pressure mounts, the resident's performance degrades, and termination ensues.
However, it is often difficult for a resident with real problems to have the insight to see them. It's "easy" to blame the system for your own failings. Residents often claim that "everyone does it" or that their behavior is not outside the norm.
This is what makes evaluation of residents so difficult. There are no objective tests of competence, and there won't be any. It will always be a subjective evaluation, and subjective evaluations are subject to bias.
Wise points, well said. If we know about the magnifying syndrome, maybe we could guard against it and protect a genuinely good resident who needs to get his/her sea legs a little in order to go on and do well. Maybe create a safer environment, since it can so easily become very explosive. On the other hand, some programs use this situation as an easy and really cruel way to drive out a resident they don't want.
In the end, medicine is not the noble profession we have often wanted to believe it is. At least, not anymore if it ever truly was. Today, it is a profession in very deep trouble and whether resident, attending or hospital - it is a very challenging environment. Many physicians would give anything to leave it.
I agree that many residents get put under the magnifying glass; once it happens, it is very hard to reverse. Everything becomes fodder for criticism, even things that don't draw attention when done by other residents. It is also true that many residents who struggle in one program do better in another program or another field. Others who manage to get through their own program (albeit with some problems), may do fine once they are out of training. And certainly, there are programs that have malignant atmospheres and that are intolerant of those who don't play their internal politics well.
That being said, far too many medical students and residents are promoted when they shouldn't be. The fact that you passed your boards is not proof that you are a competent physician. Neither is the fact that you got through your clinical rotations. Too often, poor medical students are promoted when performance is sub-par because it is easier to simply pass a student than to remediate them. As a resident, I've had failing students on my team, and believe me, it's a lot of work to get them up to speed. It would be much easier to just pass them and let them become someone else's problem. But when that happens, they are often unprepared for internship. We do no favors to medical students by ignoring problems.
Contrary to popular belief in these forums, it is not easy to fire a resident. Each resident must be notified of their deficiencies in writing and given an opportunity to fix them. As an attending now, my residents have all done well, but our program has had a history (not many, thankfully) of prior residents who were terminated. It virtually guarantees a lawsuit. Every other resident must do extra work to cover the terminated resident's rotations. The resident's replacement may be taken out of the match or out-of-cycle which makes it more likely to hire another troubled resident.
Remember that not all deficiencies are clinical. A person can have an adequate clinical knowledge base, but fall behind in other areas. If you find yourself in the cross-hairs, you should ask yourself why that is. Why do other residents seem to get favored treatment while others do not. It may not be fair, but interpersonal skills are important. Medicine requires a lot of human interactions, not just with patients, but with other physicians, nurses, telephone operators etc. Arrogance/abusiveness is a common example of an attitude that gets recognized fast. It's true that charming residents do not tend to get into trouble.
There are also ethical issues that can land people in hot water. Drinking/drugs on the job and sexual relationships with patients are obvious examples, but other things include missing call, not keeping accurate records, lying on rounds, accessing patients' records inappropriately, etc. Mental/physical illness is interesting, and there may be protections under law. But when starting a program, we usually sign a form stating we have the physical and mental health to get through the program. It's worth noting that residents who fail their specialty boards (which are harder than step 3, by the way) are more likely to face disciplinary problems as well (e.g., the above behaviors). Poor academic performance, it seems, manifests itself in other ways.
These problems don't end in the "real world" either. I've seen far too many physicians have hospital privileges revoked, be sanctioned by medical boards, etc. Once the University of X graduates a resident, it can never be revoked. For the rest of the doctor's career they will be a University of X-trained doctor. It is important for programs to ensure that all of their graduates live up to their standards. It is not only important for the program's future, but also for the safety of future patients.
The bolded part is key. Surviving residency is not just about brown-nosing your attendings; you'd better be brown-nosing everybody in that building, and twice on Sundays. If people like you, you get more slack. That's just the way the world works, and it's not going to change anytime soon. Easier to change your attitude than to change an entire system.
Very true.
I wouldn't necessarily say brown-nosing is needed, but just simple, common, basic courtesy not only to attendings but to nurses, techs, and other staff. If you come across as an arrogant, entitled "hot shot" intern or resident then don't expect people to treat you well or stand up for you.
You've never met an intern who was clearly sub-par? I worked with one in med school who was clearly not up for the challenge. Fortunately, she wasn't going to be going into internal medicine, the rotation I met her on, but it was just a required rotation. I'm sure she'll be fine in her chosen field, but she was incompetent, several months into the year.How is it that someone can be "incompetent to be a beginning intern" after satisfactorily completing medical school, Step 1 and 2 CLINICAL knowledge (and in some cases, Step 3), Step 2 CLINICAL SKILLS, obtaining 3 CLINICAL letters of recommendation (often including one from a sub-INTERNSHIP), as well as successfully interviewing?
I like how you try to completely turn it around, but I'm not buying it. It's always a two-way street.Is it possible that the program director was grossly incompetent in hand picking this "lazy and incompetent" candidate out of a large pool of applicants (often numbering in the hundreds and even in the thousands)?
With great respect, it IS your responsibility to remediate deficiencies if YOU were the one responsible for selecting the candidate in question and YOU were lazy/incompetent in detecting deficiencies so marked that would later warrant an often career-terminating decision.
If you are a resident who is being considered for termination, would it be better to keep working your hardest at proving your competence so as to not get fired (with the chance that you may get fired anyways) or step away and resign beforehand? Is there realistically any difference between these two options in regards to attempting to get into a new residency slot in the future (same field)?
But the worst is hearing how the rest of your medical school class has succeeded and are now getting board certified. You want to be happy for all of them and be a part of it, but all it does is remind you of your failure and make you feel jealous.
So the resident who gets fired really has absolutely no chance of stepping back into another residency program, even if it's some "lowly" program?
However I have spent tons of time in surgical programs throughout the country and have never seen any program consistently browbeat their residents across the board.
May I just say that, as a rising MS-1, this thread scares the hell out of me.
My question is this: surely most residents taking a significant beating, are belittled and berated, kicked out of the OR for getting pimp questions wrong, fall behind, make mistakes, and find themselves on the receiving end of a few wacky ego-driven tantrums from attendings. Unfortunately enough, it is my understanding that this sort of thing is "normal."
Given that, how do you tell the difference between that kind of "normal" and actually being in trouble or not moving along well enough in your learning? I'm hoping to grow a thicker skin with time and training, but the sort of treatment I hear residents talking about most of the time would probably have me thinking I was next on the chopping block. Thoughts?
, and the attending doesn't truly think that either.
You can't remediate lazy and careless.How is it that someone can be "incompetent to be a beginning intern" after satisfactorily completing medical school, Step 1 and 2 CLINICAL knowledge (and in some cases, Step 3), Step 2 CLINICAL SKILLS, obtaining 3 CLINICAL letters of recommendation (often including one from a sub-INTERNSHIP), as well as successfully interviewing?
Is it possible that the program director was grossly incompetent in hand picking this "lazy and incompetent" candidate out of a large pool of applicants (often numbering in the hundreds and even in the thousands)?
With great respect, it IS your responsibility to remediate deficiencies if YOU were the one responsible for selecting the candidate in question and YOU were lazy/incompetent in detecting deficiencies so marked that would later warrant an often career-terminating decision.
You can't remediate lazy and careless.
When you've been warned, given official notice and are still making dangerous or careless mistakes that could cause patient injury your only ethical choice is termination. I've seen it in anesthesia. It's the residents responsibility to get their act together or pack up their locker.
Shut up!!! Maybe you should be unfairly terminated and see how it feels. . . Quite often, excellent residents of terminated simply because they don't personally "fit in " with the status quo and then the program director say they have deficiencies, when none exist. Its extremely sad and unethical.
LOL, that would be the day. No one in my program would ever kick me out of the OR for that kind of nonsense.May I just say that, as a rising MS-1, this thread scares the hell out of me.
My question is this: surely most residents taking a significant beating, are belittled and berated, kicked out of the OR for getting pimp questions wrong, fall behind, make mistakes, and find themselves on the receiving end of a few wacky ego-driven tantrums from attendings. Unfortunately enough, it is my understanding that this sort of thing is "normal."
Given that, how do you tell the difference between that kind of "normal" and actually being in trouble or not moving along well enough in your learning? I'm hoping to grow a thicker skin with time and training, but the sort of treatment I hear residents talking about most of the time would probably have me thinking I was next on the chopping block. Thoughts?
I have avoided beginning a debate in this thread but I now feel compelled to do so. Please re-read what you have written above. Based only on that, is there not a far, far more likely explanation for her behavior than incompetence? Ironically, labeling this intern as incompetent is actually a lazy explanation.
There is nothing to buy into as I have not made any assumptions. I would also like to clarify that I feel that aPD is a valuable contributor to this forum and will probably help more terminated residents than I am capable of doing. With that said, you must appreciate the hypocrisy of his position on this issue. He admits that all of the residency evaluations in his program are necessarily subjective. He, like all program directors, uses objective data in choosing prospective residents to interview and rank. The objective data (Step 1, 2, CS and to a lesser extent, transcripts) play a very heavy role in this selection process. When it comes to resident termination, he feels that although (1) subjective data is necessarily prone to biases, prejudices, politics, personality conflicts, and other interpersonal non-sense that objective data is not and (2) objective data is relied on most heavily in the competitive selection process, the subjective resident evaluations weigh more than all previous objective data on the same resident. Please keep in mind that this same objective data was weighed (usually far) more heavily than previous subjective data (letters of recommendation, personal statement, ERAS application activities) for the overwhelming majority of programs. In summary, aPD's position is that the subjective resident evaluations (even over a very short period of time, unlike a MSPE based on years of subjective data) is given far more weight in resident terminations despite all actual evidence to the contrary in the form of objective, internationally standardized examinations. That is, the subjective evaluations (prone to all of the aforementioned interpersonal chaos) is weighed more than the standards established by the resident's medical school alma mater and the National Board of Medical Examiners. This is despite the fact that the same PD relied very heavily on this information in choosing the resident to begin with.
She was lazy, making her incompetent.I have avoided beginning a debate in this thread but I now feel compelled to do so. Please re-read what you have written above. Based only on that, is there not a far, far more likely explanation for her behavior than incompetence? Ironically, labeling this intern as incompetent is actually a lazy explanation.
I stopped right about there.There is nothing to buy into as I have not made any assumptions. I would also like to clarify that I feel that aPD is a valuable contributor to this forum and will probably help more terminated residents than I am capable of doing. With that said, you must appreciate the hypocrisy of his position on this issue. He admits that all of the residency evaluations in his program are necessarily subjective. He, like all program directors, uses objective data in choosing prospective residents to interview and rank. The objective data (Step 1, 2, CS and to a lesser extent, transcripts) play a very heavy role in this selection process. When it comes to resident termination, he feels that although (1) subjective data is necessarily prone to biases, prejudices, politics, personality conflicts, and other interpersonal non-sense that objective data is not and (2) objective data is relied on most heavily in the competitive selection process, the subjective resident evaluations weigh more than all previous objective data on the same resident. Please keep in mind that this same objective data was weighed (usually far) more heavily than previous subjective data (letters of recommendation, personal statement, ERAS application activities) for the overwhelming majority of programs. In summary, aPD's position is that the subjective resident evaluations (even over a very short period of time, unlike a MSPE based on years of subjective data) is given far more weight in resident terminations despite all actual evidence to the contrary in the form of objective, internationally standardized examinations. That is, the subjective evaluations (prone to all of the aforementioned interpersonal chaos) is weighed more than the standards established by the resident's medical school alma mater and the National Board of Medical Examiners. This is despite the fact that the same PD relied very heavily on this information in choosing the resident to begin with.
In summary, aPD's position is that the subjective resident evaluations (even over a very short period of time, unlike a MSPE based on years of subjective data) is given far more weight in resident terminations despite all actual evidence to the contrary in the form of objective, internationally standardized examinations. That is, the subjective evaluations (prone to all of the aforementioned interpersonal chaos) is weighed more than the standards established by the resident's medical school alma mater and the National Board of Medical Examiners. This is despite the fact that the same PD relied very heavily on this information in choosing the resident to begin with.
This was an interesting read. The one thing I take away from it is that self-awareness is extremely important in residency.
I'm not a resident, so take my opinion for what it is.
...But what stuck out at me was the long discussion earlier about 'competency'. As an outsider looking in, I found the arguments really.. strange, especially from the 'PD'. I find it incredibly pompous and self-serving to imply that being an MD requires some magic level of 'competence'...
I'm not a resident, so take my opinion for what it is.
I have worked as an EMT/paramedic for a couple different companies, and each has a hazing/teaching process that seems similar to what you guys have described. There's name calling, lots of public shaming, etc. You also need to get 'cleared' by a training officer - clearly the stakes aren't anywhere near as high as for a resident, since if you don't make the cut... you apply to a different company.
But what stuck out at me was the long discussion earlier about 'competency'. As an outsider looking in, I found the arguments really.. strange, especially from the 'PD'. I find it incredibly pompous and self-serving to imply that being an MD requires some magic level of 'competence', and those without it have themselves to blame. I'm pretty sure that if an intelligent person is genuinely motivated, they can be taught just about anything - the key for me is motivation. The people I've seen fail in my profession were either stupid (bluntly) or unmotivated. Even those that aren't high intellects, with a lot of drive, do far better then those that are smart but lazy.
So in my opinion - reading through these messages from 'terminated' residents - unless they all have a spectacular lack of insight, the problem is with the system.