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I've never had a problem taking exams, standardized tests, etc. before - in fact - I used to love final exams because I'd score so high on them that it'd raise my overall grade a few notches. Until this last semester (spring semester of my junior year), I never really made "stupid" mistakes on midterms/finals before - I always ended up with a grade I deserved.
It all started when I took an intense, condensed 5-week organic chemistry course over the summer and ended up with my first C- to plague my transcript. I just couldn't handle the rigor and compression of the course material, and quite honestly, did not deserve said C- (I should have failed). For the first time, I cried over a class because I simply couldn't understand what the final exam questions were asking.. after passing the course, I literally became mentally paralyzed and traumatized. I took the rest of the summer off, spent it with my family, essentially "rejuvenating" myself.
From the beginning of this semester, I was absolutely frightened of organic chemistry B.. (I retook organic chemistry A the coming fall semester, earning an A on the midterms/final) hearing horror stories about how much more difficult it was than A. Regardless, I went into it with a good mindset.
Please don't tell me, "you just didn't know the information well enough", because that is NOT the case. The moment I walked out of the room, I could answer all the questions correctly as my friends & I discussed our answers to the hardest problems -- like the cloudiness just dissipated instantly -- but I'd soon realize that I had written something other than the answers I was arguing for. I messed up my first midterm, and then consequently, the final. I earned "A"s on the other ones. I helped/tutored several of my friends proving my knowledge of the material, and even helped them score an entire letter grade above me on several occasions. I don't understand why this is happening .. it doesn't affect my other classes (biology, biochem).
I've tried a multitude of things my parents have suggested -- sitting in the exam room for an hour beforehand, reviewing material, changing my study environment from my quiet desk to other rooms, listening to music before the exam, etc.. but I'm just at a loss for words. My overall grade is horrendous (C+) and completely unrepresentative of my knowledge of the subject. I'm taking a break from all rigorous academics this summer besides internships/research and light studying. I'm just scared that this will continue to happen and therefore, destroy my future.. any suggestions?
It all started when I took an intense, condensed 5-week organic chemistry course over the summer and ended up with my first C- to plague my transcript. I just couldn't handle the rigor and compression of the course material, and quite honestly, did not deserve said C- (I should have failed). For the first time, I cried over a class because I simply couldn't understand what the final exam questions were asking.. after passing the course, I literally became mentally paralyzed and traumatized. I took the rest of the summer off, spent it with my family, essentially "rejuvenating" myself.
From the beginning of this semester, I was absolutely frightened of organic chemistry B.. (I retook organic chemistry A the coming fall semester, earning an A on the midterms/final) hearing horror stories about how much more difficult it was than A. Regardless, I went into it with a good mindset.
Please don't tell me, "you just didn't know the information well enough", because that is NOT the case. The moment I walked out of the room, I could answer all the questions correctly as my friends & I discussed our answers to the hardest problems -- like the cloudiness just dissipated instantly -- but I'd soon realize that I had written something other than the answers I was arguing for. I messed up my first midterm, and then consequently, the final. I earned "A"s on the other ones. I helped/tutored several of my friends proving my knowledge of the material, and even helped them score an entire letter grade above me on several occasions. I don't understand why this is happening .. it doesn't affect my other classes (biology, biochem).
I've tried a multitude of things my parents have suggested -- sitting in the exam room for an hour beforehand, reviewing material, changing my study environment from my quiet desk to other rooms, listening to music before the exam, etc.. but I'm just at a loss for words. My overall grade is horrendous (C+) and completely unrepresentative of my knowledge of the subject. I'm taking a break from all rigorous academics this summer besides internships/research and light studying. I'm just scared that this will continue to happen and therefore, destroy my future.. any suggestions?
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