for humors sake, i can share my last day ritual from this past friday.
i decided to take the last day off due to my brain feeling heavy and burnt out. I spent most of the day in my underwear playing starcraft 2. around noon i started thinking maybe i was just being soft by not studying the last day. so i started taking another topscore. 5 questions in i quit. one part of me felt like a piece of crap, the other said no, i needed the break. much arguing with myself ensued. more terrans and protoss died to my hand. i tried again to do another TS, and again i quit after a few questions. then i texted my friend and told her i wasnt taking the dat, because i didnt want to have to share with her my scores because i was sure id bomb based on what id been getting on topscore. then i spent some time feeling sorry for myself, played some more video games, questioned my motivation, played some more starcraft, thought about cleaning my house, didnt, played some more. surfed some SDN, saw everyones 28 AA, got even more anxious, prolly put shorts on sometime around here.
then i went to sleep, got up, texted my friend that i was in fact taking the test and i expected a banner and a day of drinking and celebration when i got out, dominated the test, and then my next memory is puking in my friends backyard from too many margaritas while she laughed hysterically at me.
the moral of the story is - everyone freaks man. youre not alone. worrying is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do but doesnt get you anywhere.
Now. Youve prepared. test day is YOUR day. own it. Breathe, Believe . Receive. Tap into all that you are. Your potential is unstoppable. Hold strong.