I can't stand this one month wait. Why on earth are we still waiting 30-35 days until we can get our scores? They should just tell you what you get once you complete it. At least take away a couple of days since the writing section is gone. This whole exam frustrated me so much.
The wait. The agonizing wait.
I think I'm going to think about it like a girlfriend. The first couple of days after our break up, I am constantly thinking about her (the mcat). I see reminders of her (the mcat) everywhere I go, but I keep telling myself that I have to move on. She really dumped me hard. About a week or two into the breakup, things start shaping up for myself. I am no longer crying in my sleep and I can actually start thinking about other things. Give it one more week, and I'm already talking to other girls.
Then, all of a sudden, that girl who no one likes and always spreads rumors shows up. "Oh my gosh, guess what I heard? Mcat wants to get back together with you!" Oh crap, seriously? I just got over her and now all of the butterflies are coming back! I remember all the problems and arguments about how dumb some of her questions were in our 3 month relationship together. Some of them were like wtf and she always had to complicate things. What do I tell her? Do I pretend I want to get back with her and then dump her? Or do I try to have another relationship with her? Or do I just move on? The next day I see mcat, walking around with her luscious blonde hair waving in the wind. She walks over to me and hands me a letter. On the top of that letter, it says scores. She looks at me and smiles, and I look back at her with fear in my eyes. I choke up a little as I rip open the letter in front of her. She starts laughing but I can't tell if its a genuine "I know you're scared, but I still love you" kind of laugh, or a "screw you, you d---a--" laugh. As I take the piece of paper out of the letter, she is constantly staring at me with a creepy smile. No other facial expression have I seen that is so creepy. My breathing starts to become erratic. My heart starts pounding as hard as when we had just broke up. Are we going to be spending another couple of months together? Or will I have enough courage to finally tell her to leave me alone? As I look at her creepy smile again, I can only pray I will say the latter.
Tune in next month to find out how the story will conclude!! Until next time, you stay classy. And don't let this test make you crazy.