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hey guys,
i need some good'ol SDN advice. I'm currently a PGY2 resident at a great program--it's top 10, ivy league, nothing wrong with the program at all. I also did my prelim IM year at the same place. My problem? I think I like IM better. I loved it last year and i'm not sure my current specialty is doing it for me anymore. I thought about switching last year, but ultimately decided that I went into this for a reason and should stick with it. Not sure that's working anymore. So, I have a lot of thinking to do.
A major part of my stress is thinking how to find a PGY2 IM spot starting in 2007. How does one go about doing that? Do good spots open up? I'm sure there would be something, somewhere in the US, but I would feel horrible leaving what I have now and going to a 2nd or 3rd tier IM program. I know that sounds wierd. I guess I need to decide if I love IM enough to do it anywhere, no matter where it is, or if I should be practical about this and just stick it out. I thought about looking for a spot and sealing one at a good program and then letting my program know I'd be leaving. That would probably be too hard though, considering that I might not know until march or april and would not give my program much lead time to replace me. The IM program at my current institution knows me as a prelim and likes me--there's some chance I might be able to secure a spot for next year but cannot be guaranteed. also, i wouldn't be able to approach the IM PD without my current PD finding out, since the departments are pretty close.
what i'm afraid of is telling my PD i want out, looking for an IM spot, then ending up at a weak program, or even worse, being out of a job. I'm sure that once i tell my PD i'm leaving, they'll start the replacement search within an hour and once I say I'm out, I will be out, regardless of whether I find something good or not.
I guess it's hard because my current program is great--it's top notch, good people, etc. I'm just not sure it's for me. (Like my family member said, it's like being married to a rich guy you like, but don't love) I'm not sure if I would be stupid risking what i have to go into something that might satisfy me more. so, i'm looking for things in my specialty that would make me happy, because leaving would start off a very scary chain of events, where i would be in job limbo for potentially months and might end up on the losing end of the gamble.
has anyone else gone through anything similar? anyone know of PGY2 IM spots for july 2007?
Thanks for reading the whole darn post😛
i need some good'ol SDN advice. I'm currently a PGY2 resident at a great program--it's top 10, ivy league, nothing wrong with the program at all. I also did my prelim IM year at the same place. My problem? I think I like IM better. I loved it last year and i'm not sure my current specialty is doing it for me anymore. I thought about switching last year, but ultimately decided that I went into this for a reason and should stick with it. Not sure that's working anymore. So, I have a lot of thinking to do.
A major part of my stress is thinking how to find a PGY2 IM spot starting in 2007. How does one go about doing that? Do good spots open up? I'm sure there would be something, somewhere in the US, but I would feel horrible leaving what I have now and going to a 2nd or 3rd tier IM program. I know that sounds wierd. I guess I need to decide if I love IM enough to do it anywhere, no matter where it is, or if I should be practical about this and just stick it out. I thought about looking for a spot and sealing one at a good program and then letting my program know I'd be leaving. That would probably be too hard though, considering that I might not know until march or april and would not give my program much lead time to replace me. The IM program at my current institution knows me as a prelim and likes me--there's some chance I might be able to secure a spot for next year but cannot be guaranteed. also, i wouldn't be able to approach the IM PD without my current PD finding out, since the departments are pretty close.
what i'm afraid of is telling my PD i want out, looking for an IM spot, then ending up at a weak program, or even worse, being out of a job. I'm sure that once i tell my PD i'm leaving, they'll start the replacement search within an hour and once I say I'm out, I will be out, regardless of whether I find something good or not.
I guess it's hard because my current program is great--it's top notch, good people, etc. I'm just not sure it's for me. (Like my family member said, it's like being married to a rich guy you like, but don't love) I'm not sure if I would be stupid risking what i have to go into something that might satisfy me more. so, i'm looking for things in my specialty that would make me happy, because leaving would start off a very scary chain of events, where i would be in job limbo for potentially months and might end up on the losing end of the gamble.
has anyone else gone through anything similar? anyone know of PGY2 IM spots for july 2007?
Thanks for reading the whole darn post😛