So, I've posted on here before about this same topic. So apologies for that.
I'm seriously non stop in my head about whether or not to quit taking my pre med classes.
I'm a liberal arts major, so I don't need them. I'm really good at my majors; I'm working on writing a research paper with one of my professors and am decently excited for that. I excel in this area.
Math and science, is another story. I took my bio classes for pre med and got A's in both, but I keep faltering when it comes time to take Chem and drop it. I just don't really get it and find it hard to concentrate in it. All my life I just skated through math and science and never really learned or retained anything from it.
Right now, I'm taking my first chem and first physics class. I just did my first physics homework assignment which I'm assuming was to be a really easy algebra review and I had no idea how to do it. Ended up getting a decent grade because I googled everything, but its very disheartening.
I guess I'm just scared. I'm scared medicine isn't for me (I shadowed a surgeon the other day and didn't love it). I'm scared these classes will kill my good GPA, which I'll need for anything else if I don't do med school.
But I'm also scared that if I quit pre med I'll never be satisfied doing anything else. Medicine is a beautiful and pure career that I want to be a part of (and please none of those "why dont you go to PA school posts"). I can't deny this pull I have to being a doctor.
But I'm also scared that I'm scared of just doing my best in my majors and seeign what life has in store for me. Pre med has always sort of been a crutch for me. Instead of trying to improve my current life, I always think "nah, things will be good when I'm a doctor." I think that's probably really unhealthy.. and maybe indicative that I shouldn't go into medicine.
Also, I HATE when i hear people cough. Blood and guts are cool though.
I don't know. Not only am I bad at these science classes, but I can't even pay attention or really devote myself to them which I would obviously have to do. I enjoy dreaming of myself as a studios pre med future doctor but I have yet to achieve that for some reason...
On the flip side, there aren't really any classes this semester I want to take that pre med classes are in the way of. And the classes I'm taking would satisfy a gen ed. So maybe I should take them? I'm not sure. Any advice is helpful.
I'm seriously non stop in my head about whether or not to quit taking my pre med classes.
I'm a liberal arts major, so I don't need them. I'm really good at my majors; I'm working on writing a research paper with one of my professors and am decently excited for that. I excel in this area.
Math and science, is another story. I took my bio classes for pre med and got A's in both, but I keep faltering when it comes time to take Chem and drop it. I just don't really get it and find it hard to concentrate in it. All my life I just skated through math and science and never really learned or retained anything from it.
Right now, I'm taking my first chem and first physics class. I just did my first physics homework assignment which I'm assuming was to be a really easy algebra review and I had no idea how to do it. Ended up getting a decent grade because I googled everything, but its very disheartening.
I guess I'm just scared. I'm scared medicine isn't for me (I shadowed a surgeon the other day and didn't love it). I'm scared these classes will kill my good GPA, which I'll need for anything else if I don't do med school.
But I'm also scared that if I quit pre med I'll never be satisfied doing anything else. Medicine is a beautiful and pure career that I want to be a part of (and please none of those "why dont you go to PA school posts"). I can't deny this pull I have to being a doctor.
But I'm also scared that I'm scared of just doing my best in my majors and seeign what life has in store for me. Pre med has always sort of been a crutch for me. Instead of trying to improve my current life, I always think "nah, things will be good when I'm a doctor." I think that's probably really unhealthy.. and maybe indicative that I shouldn't go into medicine.
Also, I HATE when i hear people cough. Blood and guts are cool though.
I don't know. Not only am I bad at these science classes, but I can't even pay attention or really devote myself to them which I would obviously have to do. I enjoy dreaming of myself as a studios pre med future doctor but I have yet to achieve that for some reason...
On the flip side, there aren't really any classes this semester I want to take that pre med classes are in the way of. And the classes I'm taking would satisfy a gen ed. So maybe I should take them? I'm not sure. Any advice is helpful.