Basically, I don't mind the MD program I just can't stand the curriculum at my school. I go to a huge state school and sit in a lecture hall with the same 200 people for seven hours a day.
Then we are give tests that only require regurgitation. Except for about 15 percent of the questions which are obscure scraps of knowledge from the captions of books "reccommended" by course directors. I can only imagine that this is to drive the mean score down.
Basically, Im very capable and hard working, but I don't see any sense in paying this much money to be told how unsuccesful I am and what a "bad" or non-competitive specialty I'd have to go into.
So, its not that I want out of Medicine, i just want out of my school. Unfortunately, there aren't really any options for transferring.
I just can't believe Im spending this much time doing only memorization... I guess I was naive enough to believe that there was some level of understanding involved. Nope! Fortunately I have a photographic memory so this is not that hard, I just hate it. I feel like my brain is rotting. Plus, I get so worried that Im going to lose my individuality by the time I make it out of here.
In retrospect, i should have tried harder to get into a school with PBL. We have NONE!