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I'm on my APPEs currently and graduating in 2017. Throughout school, I thought I wanted to get a residency and be clinical. I'm on my fourth rotation and honestly, I'm not all that impressed with being a clinical pharmacist. I am NOT bashing any of you that are clinical pharmacists or retail pharmacists, etc. I am simply saying that I don't see much excitement in it.
Here is my outlook on clinical/hospital so far: you need to know everything about the patients and why the physicians are doing what they are doing with minimal intervention power.
Honestly, I think it is very difficult so I am amazed at all of you clinical pharmacists but at the same time, it is a little boring for me. On another point, I wonder if it's simply the rotations I've taken that bore me because I'm not getting along too well with my preceptors but all that aside, for the past few three weeks I've just been questioning whether residency is what I really want with my life.
I thought I wanted to be a hospital pharmacist since I started pharmacy school but I think I want to be in a position to have more impact on patients and do more counseling. The sad part about the patients I've counseled on my internal medicine rotation is that most of the time it was a caregiver because the patient was completely out of it.
I really don't know what to do right now because I feel like I'm forcing myself to want residency at this point when I think it's not meant for me. Not only that, I struggled through school and I feel like waking up so early and working so late into the evening 12 days on and 2 off simply isn't the kind of life I can handle for one more year.
At the same time, I am worried about the future of pharmacists who will not be pursuing a residency. Will there be a place for them 10-15 years from now?
Here is my outlook on clinical/hospital so far: you need to know everything about the patients and why the physicians are doing what they are doing with minimal intervention power.
Honestly, I think it is very difficult so I am amazed at all of you clinical pharmacists but at the same time, it is a little boring for me. On another point, I wonder if it's simply the rotations I've taken that bore me because I'm not getting along too well with my preceptors but all that aside, for the past few three weeks I've just been questioning whether residency is what I really want with my life.
I thought I wanted to be a hospital pharmacist since I started pharmacy school but I think I want to be in a position to have more impact on patients and do more counseling. The sad part about the patients I've counseled on my internal medicine rotation is that most of the time it was a caregiver because the patient was completely out of it.
I really don't know what to do right now because I feel like I'm forcing myself to want residency at this point when I think it's not meant for me. Not only that, I struggled through school and I feel like waking up so early and working so late into the evening 12 days on and 2 off simply isn't the kind of life I can handle for one more year.
At the same time, I am worried about the future of pharmacists who will not be pursuing a residency. Will there be a place for them 10-15 years from now?