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I don't how concise this is going to be, so sorry in advance!
Basically, I entered college Fall 2017 fully committed to being premed. I started taking the classes I needed to go to medical school (general chemistry I and II w/labs, biology, math). Somehow managed to get a 4.0 GPA. I have volunteered and shadowed doctors. And I could totally see myself being a doctor someday. But I also learned a lot about myself during my freshmen year. First of all, I kinda hate premeds and premed culture. It's competitive and exhausting to be around those people and I started thinking about how that culture probably isn't going to stop in medical school either (because residency admissions is also competitive).
The only solace I found was in my chemistry and math classes. Although chem I and II was full of premeds, there were also engineers in those classes. It got me exposed to the type of people in those programs. After being encouraged by my chemistry and calc II TAs to look into engineering, I started talking to professors, graduate students, and research assistants about the chemical engineering program. I ended up rashly changing my major and enrolling in more classes pertaining to ChemE for my summer term (which I'm currently in right now). I like the atmosphere so much better.
Yet, I still feel inclined to be a doctor. I love the human body. I love serving people. I'm up for the challenge of medical school. So I'm just confused. I don't necessarily want to major in something where I'll have no time to volunteer or shadow. I'll definitely be in a research lab for the duration of undergrad and probably go on trips abroad to implement my engineering projects. But I don't think that will help my medical school application.
Advice? trying to figure this out before I go too far in either direction and waste my time/money
Basically, I entered college Fall 2017 fully committed to being premed. I started taking the classes I needed to go to medical school (general chemistry I and II w/labs, biology, math). Somehow managed to get a 4.0 GPA. I have volunteered and shadowed doctors. And I could totally see myself being a doctor someday. But I also learned a lot about myself during my freshmen year. First of all, I kinda hate premeds and premed culture. It's competitive and exhausting to be around those people and I started thinking about how that culture probably isn't going to stop in medical school either (because residency admissions is also competitive).
The only solace I found was in my chemistry and math classes. Although chem I and II was full of premeds, there were also engineers in those classes. It got me exposed to the type of people in those programs. After being encouraged by my chemistry and calc II TAs to look into engineering, I started talking to professors, graduate students, and research assistants about the chemical engineering program. I ended up rashly changing my major and enrolling in more classes pertaining to ChemE for my summer term (which I'm currently in right now). I like the atmosphere so much better.
Yet, I still feel inclined to be a doctor. I love the human body. I love serving people. I'm up for the challenge of medical school. So I'm just confused. I don't necessarily want to major in something where I'll have no time to volunteer or shadow. I'll definitely be in a research lab for the duration of undergrad and probably go on trips abroad to implement my engineering projects. But I don't think that will help my medical school application.
Advice? trying to figure this out before I go too far in either direction and waste my time/money