I do hope to match into a competitive specialty like ortho, loved my shadowing experience. I guess you mentioned the prestige difference is negligible to a point UVA also won't hold me back. In terms of class size or teaching style, I seriously don't have a preference.
I guess the thing I am stuck on is staying instate so I can help with caring for my grandmother but I feel like I'm being trapped and I want to go explore a different city. Chicago just looks amazing and I want to go there but if I do I def would be feeling guilty leaving my grandmother.
I know I haven't even been expected but just thinking about this gives me major anxiety.