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Honestly I am so lost at this point. I jump all over the place and I am perfectly aware that my interests seem to be totally unrelated polar opposites but I’m really panicking and hoping maybe some advice/input here could help 🙁
Was planning for ortho because I thought I loved MSK and surgery. Did not enjoy my surgery clerkship (3 weeks Peds and 3 weeks vascular). Did not enjoy my ortho 2 week elective. Been back to the drawing board very late in 3 year.
Derm (personal and family history of skin problems. Feel like it would fit the idea of fast paced clinic with minor procedures. Like the idea of helping people feel comfortable/confident and obviously improving health)
EM (—> sports med) (EM = mix all these fields I like into one. Sports = previous athletic and current fitness experience. Still do Love MSK)
Psych (family and personal history of mental health difficulties. Loved my psych rotation. Not much opportunity to be hands on)
ObGyn (I truly love women’s health and advocacy and pregnancy. Scared of the culture and schedule though)
Ophtho (have had multiple people suggest I check this out given my interest in clinic and smaller procedures. Haven’t shadowed yet)
I would prefer to not take a year off. But I really want to get this decision right the first time and go into something I love so I’m willing to do what it takes to end up in the field I want if that means taking an extra year for research or whatnot.
For reference:
Top tier medical school
6 Honors. 1 High Pass. On clerkships
Step 1 pass. Taking Step 2 soon
Some research done in ortho, IM, psych, trauma surgery.
Some involvement in leadership/teaching/service.
Was planning for ortho because I thought I loved MSK and surgery. Did not enjoy my surgery clerkship (3 weeks Peds and 3 weeks vascular). Did not enjoy my ortho 2 week elective. Been back to the drawing board very late in 3 year.
- Lifestyle is really important to me. I want medicine to be a job. A job I love, but nonetheless I want a life outside of medicine. I really want a family and plenty of time to spend with them.
- Pay is whatever. I feel like I’ll be well compensated as a physician no matter what but also I have (as we all have) invested a lot of time and would like to reap the benefits.
- I ~think~ I would like to do something that requires procedures/being hands on but not necessarily in the OR, at least not for long cases.
- Of all my core rotations, I’ve loved being in clinic over inpatient and over the operating room. I like being on the go, seeing patient after patient or writing notes or moving around and not spending much time on the computer or standing still.
- I like working with both adults and children.
- I ~think~ I’d prefer to have a relationship with my patients that extends more than just one or two visits. I want to see them get better.
- I’m not sure about acuity. I think I’d generally like to see healthier patients but I don’t know.
- I think I’d prefer to be a specialist who knows a lot and hopefully has the answer about one field over being someone who knows a little about a lot more variety.
- Additionally, I’d prefer to feel like I’ve “fixed” something over managing chronic diseases and their consequences.
- Finally, I really love people. I truly want to feel like I’ve helped them get better and learn about patients both in terms of their disease/health and also just appreciate learning about their lives and experiences.
Derm (personal and family history of skin problems. Feel like it would fit the idea of fast paced clinic with minor procedures. Like the idea of helping people feel comfortable/confident and obviously improving health)
EM (—> sports med) (EM = mix all these fields I like into one. Sports = previous athletic and current fitness experience. Still do Love MSK)
Psych (family and personal history of mental health difficulties. Loved my psych rotation. Not much opportunity to be hands on)
ObGyn (I truly love women’s health and advocacy and pregnancy. Scared of the culture and schedule though)
Ophtho (have had multiple people suggest I check this out given my interest in clinic and smaller procedures. Haven’t shadowed yet)
I would prefer to not take a year off. But I really want to get this decision right the first time and go into something I love so I’m willing to do what it takes to end up in the field I want if that means taking an extra year for research or whatnot.
For reference:
Top tier medical school
6 Honors. 1 High Pass. On clerkships
Step 1 pass. Taking Step 2 soon
Some research done in ortho, IM, psych, trauma surgery.
Some involvement in leadership/teaching/service.