I don't know you, and a few e-posts are a hardly a criteria for deciding what your motivations are, but there is an old adage
from the Latin--
Race Ipsa Loquitor--
roughly, "let the action speak for itself":
You don't seem to be the type of person I would ever want to associate with at a dissecting table, lecture hall or the sending end of a stethoscope, for that matter. I have had the benefit of meeting other people with my goal in common. People who work hard because they know that helping and educating their fellow human beings in health related matters is their strength and their passion, not because it will get them into a higher tax bracket. There are many opportunities for making money it this brave new millenium and I would encourage you to seek areas in those forums/arenas that do not involve patient care. I wish you luck with whatever you do, but I hope I don't meet you on rounds.