what happen to math?

What really happened to my math?...all those years studying...and haveing fun doing it...and now i somehow end up in Medic...sometimes I wonder where i really belong...

Don't you guys miss it?...in fact my bio sucked in high school but somehow i did great in pre med that i actually got here. Happy? hm...glad...but after years of studying books n not seeing people...the feeling is fading...it kept fading when the exam is coming up...

I remember LEARNING things and able to remember it rather just plain studying...learning is exciting...studying is boring. n when i get to medic...the learning thing was over...i don't know why...so much to learn about the human body...but the exam makes the feeling just...ppooffss...gone...n here i am...just hoping i get through my pre-clinical year and hope to see people's face!...

anybody sharing my feelings?...hehehe... (btw...got to excuse me...i just finish my xm...which u can guess how it goes)