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I often think about the scenario if I could travel back in time, knowing what I know now, what advice I would give to myself as a Resident. What would I do differently? I recently got back into SDN after 6 or 7 years. Reading a lot of your posts, especially the negative ones (and there are surpisingly a lot) inspired me to make this post.
I went to a "top tier" program and completed a "top tier" fellowship. I was an average student, I think I graduated around the 65th percentile in my class. But I busted it on clerkships and landed the best program that I rotated through. I know there were candidates with higher GPAs that wanted the same program that I beat for the spot by showing ip, working hard and being personable. I went into it as a first year with high hopes and a lot of naivity. To be honest it felt like I was drowning most of the time. Residency was tough. I had a young family- it was very difficult on my spouse. I don't know that my alarm ever got set past 4 am except maybe during some of the off-service rotations. It was rounding starting at 5 am, clinic/cases/ ED runs/post op checks all day long. If you had nothing to do and an attending was operating, you were there- even if you werent scrubbed in. You were helping put in orders, holding the pager, or more often than not just watching the case from the sidelines (especially 1st year). We NEVER left the hospital before 5pm. It was getting woken up constantly on your every 3rd night call, weekend coverage etc. Taking time off was frowned upon. My 1st and 2nd years I took a few days around new years and a couple days around Christmas respectively, that was it. Every one of us in the program did the same- it was the culture we signed up for and had been like that for a very long time. I deleted social media because everytime I logged in I saw my pod school classmates posting pictures of their vacations or spending time with family it made me feel depressed- I know for a fact that the majority of my classmates did not have a similar experience.
Fellowship was heavily encouraged by my director and turned out to be residency on steroids- the work of 9 residents all on me for 365 days. Graduating from a "top tier" residency and "top tier" fellowship certainly did not magically help me land a "top tier" first job. It wasnt as bad some that I read about on here, but it certainly was not my dream job either. It did however make me realize how incredible the training I had was, especially when I saw the quality of work other DPMs and Foot & Ankle orthos in my area were doing when their patients came seeking second opinions for revision surgery.
So now that I'm >5 years out, what advice would I give to myself as a resident or pre-pod? Would I go back in time and choose not to do the program I chose? Not do a fellowship? Or maybe not even podiatry at all? Absolutely not. What I WOULD change is my poor attitude that I had at times. I wouldnt wish It would "just be over" (and I did many times). I would read more. I would do more research (not just the one required JFAS publication). I would do more cadaver labs. I would go to more workshops. I would pick my attending's brains more. You have 3 years (maybe 4) to learn as much as you possibly can. It goes by FAST (especially when you're looking back from the other side). You don't get a chance to do it over. Once you're on your own there WILL be things you wished you did differently. Try to minimize these feelings while you can.
The first few cases will scary, they are for everyone no matter how good or bad your training is. Your first post op complication will make you lose sleep. But we really are the experts of the lower extremlty distal to the knee. We know more about the foot and ankle than anyone else. We have better skills than many F&A orthos. Take pride in your work. If you do quality work you will be recognized fast by the local MD/DO community. Take time with your patients. Make personal calls, spend the time to pre-chart. It pays off little by little.
Most of us have to take the typical private practice job out of training. Fine. What respectable positions are there for fresh grads? Extremely few. Do good work, do the cases to get board certified and get yourself out of there. The more of us that demonstrate our worth in ortho groups, MSG, and hospitals the faster we advance our profession. Podiary has already come a VERY long way. More than anything believe in yourself and your training and don't read too much into the doom and gloom. Everyone has to put in their time.
I went to a "top tier" program and completed a "top tier" fellowship. I was an average student, I think I graduated around the 65th percentile in my class. But I busted it on clerkships and landed the best program that I rotated through. I know there were candidates with higher GPAs that wanted the same program that I beat for the spot by showing ip, working hard and being personable. I went into it as a first year with high hopes and a lot of naivity. To be honest it felt like I was drowning most of the time. Residency was tough. I had a young family- it was very difficult on my spouse. I don't know that my alarm ever got set past 4 am except maybe during some of the off-service rotations. It was rounding starting at 5 am, clinic/cases/ ED runs/post op checks all day long. If you had nothing to do and an attending was operating, you were there- even if you werent scrubbed in. You were helping put in orders, holding the pager, or more often than not just watching the case from the sidelines (especially 1st year). We NEVER left the hospital before 5pm. It was getting woken up constantly on your every 3rd night call, weekend coverage etc. Taking time off was frowned upon. My 1st and 2nd years I took a few days around new years and a couple days around Christmas respectively, that was it. Every one of us in the program did the same- it was the culture we signed up for and had been like that for a very long time. I deleted social media because everytime I logged in I saw my pod school classmates posting pictures of their vacations or spending time with family it made me feel depressed- I know for a fact that the majority of my classmates did not have a similar experience.
Fellowship was heavily encouraged by my director and turned out to be residency on steroids- the work of 9 residents all on me for 365 days. Graduating from a "top tier" residency and "top tier" fellowship certainly did not magically help me land a "top tier" first job. It wasnt as bad some that I read about on here, but it certainly was not my dream job either. It did however make me realize how incredible the training I had was, especially when I saw the quality of work other DPMs and Foot & Ankle orthos in my area were doing when their patients came seeking second opinions for revision surgery.
So now that I'm >5 years out, what advice would I give to myself as a resident or pre-pod? Would I go back in time and choose not to do the program I chose? Not do a fellowship? Or maybe not even podiatry at all? Absolutely not. What I WOULD change is my poor attitude that I had at times. I wouldnt wish It would "just be over" (and I did many times). I would read more. I would do more research (not just the one required JFAS publication). I would do more cadaver labs. I would go to more workshops. I would pick my attending's brains more. You have 3 years (maybe 4) to learn as much as you possibly can. It goes by FAST (especially when you're looking back from the other side). You don't get a chance to do it over. Once you're on your own there WILL be things you wished you did differently. Try to minimize these feelings while you can.
The first few cases will scary, they are for everyone no matter how good or bad your training is. Your first post op complication will make you lose sleep. But we really are the experts of the lower extremlty distal to the knee. We know more about the foot and ankle than anyone else. We have better skills than many F&A orthos. Take pride in your work. If you do quality work you will be recognized fast by the local MD/DO community. Take time with your patients. Make personal calls, spend the time to pre-chart. It pays off little by little.
Most of us have to take the typical private practice job out of training. Fine. What respectable positions are there for fresh grads? Extremely few. Do good work, do the cases to get board certified and get yourself out of there. The more of us that demonstrate our worth in ortho groups, MSG, and hospitals the faster we advance our profession. Podiary has already come a VERY long way. More than anything believe in yourself and your training and don't read too much into the doom and gloom. Everyone has to put in their time.