aricena318
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As a third year medical student, I'm conflicted on what I should do in the future. I was a premed but didn't want to continue to medical school, but my parents felt that I had already invested so much time and effort that I should continue. I don't inherently hate medicine, I just lost any passion/interest as I went through undergrad, and the amount of work and sacrifice just isn't worth it to me. To be honest, I've been OK with being in outpatient rotations because they were so chill, but I know my PCP preceptors are way busier than I am as a medical student, and that residency is mostly inpatient anyway. I have hated inpatient rotations with a passion and have had exhaustion and mental breakdowns during them. At the end of my first year of medical school, I went to a really loud party and developed hyperacusis, tinnitus, and facial nerve spasms as well, and had to take a year off because I couldn't study well to pass Step 1. I continue to suffer from it, and public settings like hospitals/clinics bother my hearing, so I have to wear earplugs. As I continue, I dread residency as I've seen a slice of it through third year rotations. I'm far more interested in public health (I have an MPH and have a couple published papers as well as a couple of posters) and I am interested in doing the CDC EIS, which would require me to go through residency to get my medical license (all the federal budget cuts to the CDC will make this highly competitive program even more difficult to get into though). I've also seen a couple of similar programs offered by states like California and Florida, which appear more geared towards MPH grads straight out of school. The reality of public health is that it does not pay well, so I was considering dropping that as well. I was considering Preventive Medicine/Occupational Medicine residency, but since I already have an MPH that seems kind of redundant as you get an MPH in this residency. Preventive Medicine is also a competitive residency, and I'm not a great medical student (barely passed most of my blocks/rotations). I've also heard people talk about pathology, or even going into consulting (although that is super taxing and time-consuming as well). I just don't know if there are good options after medical school if I don't do residency. I'm curious if anyone has thoughts about my situation.