Surely if you haven't died yet, you don't have a death that you can think about. Unless of course you believe that everything is predetermined, and also that you know what your assigned death is. But obviously that's bull****. So maybe you want to know if I've ever attempted to imagine what it's like to die? But since death doesn't occur in degrees, and one is either dead or not dead, it is difficult to conceptualize death, as how can you imagine a lack of anything? There is no experience there, only the lack of experience. This is getting boring, so let's get back to the important issue of this cheese that thinks it can get a 45T. Frankly I'm skeptical. I don't think it's mature enough. On the other hand, it should get in somewhere, as admissions committee members will be reluctant to admit cutting the cheese. Now go study or something.