I was sitting in a Pinkberry with my friend. I was working on my update letter for waitlisted schools and personal statement for reapplication; she was also working on her PS. We talked about medical school, and I cried a bit about my fear of never getting into medical school (I cried quite a bit throughout the cycle). I changed the subject, not wanting to make a scene at Pinkberry, and ruin everyone else's experience there 😳 .
After about 5 mins, we went back to working on our things, and I received a phone call from a recognizable area code, but not of the school. I picked up nonchalantly, some version of this conversation followed...
Dr. X: Hello, may I please speak to Sillymonkey?
Me: This is she.
Dr. X: My name is Dr. X, the dean of admission of med school X.
I signaled my friend that I must take this call outside, stepped out of Pinkberry, and listened intently.
Dr. X: *&^&(*(&*( accepted )(*#)(*)*()%$_@ would you like to join our incoming class?
Me: OMG, really? Thank you so much (I felt that I was so calm and collected).
signaled to my friend inside pinkberry that I had been accepted. Somehow she understood what i was trying to convey, came out and joined me. We hugged and jumped up and down while Dr. X was still on the phone.
Dr. X: Congratulations. You sound excited.
Me: (TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY LOST IT!) Yes YES YES! I'm SOOO EXCITED!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT? REALLY? YOU AREN'T TAKING THIS AWAY RIGHT? OMG OMG OMG REALLY? OMG! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU ()*()#&*(%&*(&#($(*#)_$*()*_)$*()_#$*%()*@_#$(
Dr. X: Yes! Congratulations! )#*$)($*()&*(^&#(*)&)%&*(&_&%_($&*)#$%*$ (I had no idea what was said the rest of the conversation)
Hung up the phone with Dr. X. Said my prayers. Followed by combo of Screamed. Laughed. Cried. (repeat 50 times). My friend bought me a cupcake, and took a pic of me with it in front of pinkberry. We decided to go home to tell my family.
On our way home, I told my bro over the phone, because he wasn't home. He was super happy for me. I got home, and only my 2 sisters were home. I told them, we high fived, screamed, hugged. They posted some version of My sister is going to be a doctor on FB.
My parents + grandma came home. I waited for everyone to sit down, and told them I had very important news to share with them. My dad fronted a silly grin. My grandma, my mom, and my sis cried. I cried. My grandma cried some more. For me, it was so awesome to share this news with my family (see my grandma's tears of joy), esp because we were having nothing but horrible news in awhile. I called all my friends, and emailed my professors and letter writers.
I woke up at a ridiculous hour the next morning with this intense fear. Not finding an email/online status update freaked me out even more. I was afraid it was all a dream/hoax/prank call. Too early to call the school, I sent a ridiculous email to the school. Some time later, I called the school to verify, they didnt/couldnt??
Eventually, I got a reply that I was indeed accepted to medical school!
Since then, I cried often. But that eventually stopped. I still cant wipe this ridiculous grin off my face. I also have random urges to scream IM GOING TO BE A DOCTOR!!! all too often.
The best day ever: June 24th, sooo worth the wait!