I don't think my first acceptance story is anything remarkable but full of neuroticism. In my defense, I was waiting to hear back from my first interview which was in January for Sinai. I had applied to 17 schools, received 9 rejections, 4 holds, 2 silent, and 1 other interview. So, yeah I was banking on my two interviews and for one of them to be a top 20 I just didn't know what to expect. Plus I didn't feel the interview with the second school went well so all my hopes were really on Sinai. Anyway, I want to join in and write it down so I can come back and read it to remind myself of the life-changing moment. Here's my story.
I was waiting to hear from Mount Sinai, which happened to be my first interview and since it was February I was worried I would be waitlisted or deferred. Supposedly, Sinai releases its last wave of decisions in February and previous years there was a flood of waitlists in February. There was no exact day/time that decisions would be released but only a general estimate. So for me each day I felt so anxious that it felt unbearable at times. I knew I would be notified via email and since I gave AMCAS my primary email, before when I was waiting for IIs, each email notification on my phone would make me go "Oh man, could this be an interview invite?" I felt like that added extra stress and anxiety. Instead of going through the process of changing my AMCAS info I decided to filter all my med school emails to a brand new email address. So, for Sinai, I filtered any email that contained "Congratulations" to my other email. I was always checking up on Sinai's thread to see if anyone posted decisions. My idea was that if anyone posts online of decisions then I'll know decisions are out and I'll know my decision based on which account I get the email because I figured only an acceptance email would contain "Congratulations" and the lack thereof would mean waitlist or deferral. This may seem silly because it only takes a second to open an email and read it but to me filtering my email was my way of asking a friend to read it first because I just couldn't do it. Did it lessen any of the anxiety? Nope. Lol.
Anyway, I remember calling the admissions office the morning of and they couldn't tell me when decisions would be out and just to be patient. So, to relieve some stress I went to workout and do some cardio at my local gym. I remember being on the elliptical machine and kept refreshing Sinai's thread page for any acceptances. It was almost 1PM EST so historically Sinai released decisions in the afternoon. So I said if it's today then it's gonna be any time now. I was also texting my gf while doing cardio and we were having a really nice convo, which made me preoccupied that I forgot to refresh Sinai's page. After about 20 minutes, I figured it's time to get off the elliptical and do something else. Then I remembered, "Oh yeah, I need to refresh Sinai's page." I was still on the elliptical and when I refreshed the page I saw two people posted acceptances. So, basically my heart beat went up higher than it was while exercising. I had not received any email notifications to my main account so I refreshed it and I don't know why but it took longer than usual to refresh and I felt my heart was racing so fast. But after refreshing I got nothing. So, I checked for the other account, where if I did receive an email it would be an acceptance. So, I refresh the latter account and there is an email with the subject of "admissions." So, I feel part of me realized since I received the email in the filtered account I had been accepted but the other part just wanted to confirm. So, within a second I opened the email and read "Congratulations" and scanned for the word "acceptance" and once I found that it really hit me... I remember being speechless or mumbling Oh my god and slowly getting off the elliptical machine while getting all teary. First person I told was my gf and so I texted her saying I had been accepted to Sinai and basically she went nuts! Lol. At that point I didn't really know what to do or where to go. I tried sitting down somewhere and responding to the texts but then I was like I need to get out of here and go home. So, the walk home I was basically the happiest guy in town. I went home and both of my parents were home and the first person I told in-person was my mom and I couldn't tell her without breaking into tears like a baby and leaning on her shoulder and mouthing that I had been accepted to med school. She got worried at first and was like what's wrong?! So I told her again and she was understood it was tears of joy. So, next I tell my dad and he gets worried too but then goes I knew you would get in! But yeah, I guess that was the most emotional moment for me because I felt my parents sacrificed so much for my education and one of my motivations in medicine came from them and the illnesses I've seen them suffer so knowing that all they had done would not be in vain was the greatest feeling for me.
They say it only takes one and I guess I'm proof of that. But at the same time, I feel extremely blessed because this process is unbelievably competitive and the thought of reapplying which seemed imminent is something I am more than happy to be relieved of. This was more like a journal entry but I appreciate anyone reading my story and I hope it serves as an inspiration for those with only a few interviews.