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I start out with the intention of studying all day and I probably only get 4-6 hours of actual studying done. I was definitly not an ADHD kid. My powers of concentration were in the normal range. The problem is that now I want (arguably need) to concentrate/study for 12 hours some days. I try, but my mind wanders. I find myself engaging in time wasting activities. I've stopped going to afternoon lectures because I end up falling asleep in them. I'm okay in the morning lectures (unless the lecturer is really bad). I feel like I can't afford to waste this much time not being productive, but I do it anyway. The only times I seem able to manage a prolonged focused study session is when I'm scared that I'll fail an exam the next day.
I know you guys can't give medical advice, so I won't ask for any. I am worried that my lack of concentration is causing me to spend twice the necessary amount of time "trying to study," which takes time that I could be spending with my family. I'm also concerned about how I will do next March when I will be trying to study for step 1. I have thought about seeing a doctor about this, but I'm not really convinced that I have a medical problem. Maybe med school is just too demanding and it's unreasonable to expect my brain to put up with this crap. I am passing all my classes (although I have a suspicion that I'm not retaining much of what I learn). Still, I feel like I need to do something about this because it is hard enough as it is to have a balanced life in this career. When I was a computer programmer I though my lack of concentration was due to being bored. Now I think that was only part of it because the subject matter has gotten more interesting but the problem did not fully disappear.
I know you guys can't give medical advice, so I won't ask for any. I am worried that my lack of concentration is causing me to spend twice the necessary amount of time "trying to study," which takes time that I could be spending with my family. I'm also concerned about how I will do next March when I will be trying to study for step 1. I have thought about seeing a doctor about this, but I'm not really convinced that I have a medical problem. Maybe med school is just too demanding and it's unreasonable to expect my brain to put up with this crap. I am passing all my classes (although I have a suspicion that I'm not retaining much of what I learn). Still, I feel like I need to do something about this because it is hard enough as it is to have a balanced life in this career. When I was a computer programmer I though my lack of concentration was due to being bored. Now I think that was only part of it because the subject matter has gotten more interesting but the problem did not fully disappear.