I'm currently on holiday in Asia (my school is on a quarter system) and my parents are expats that live here temporarily, so none of us speak the language in this country. My mom suggested that I shadow for a week (we're going home for Christmas next week) at her local SA clinic, where there is an Australian vet who can speak English, and I was like, hey, any shadowing is great, right?
Here's the thing - I've been here a few days now (a total of maybe 18-20 hrs) and while I've learned some really interesting things about vet med in this country and the dynamic of a clinic run by a foreigner, the language barrier and other dynamics make it really hard for me to not be bored and to get involved and learn. The Australian is the head vet but the other vets all have very little English and don't like to converse in it, so unless I am sticking to that one vet all the time I don't know much about what's going on. I stay with her for all her consults but a lot of the time she is doing paperwork and I go and watch the other vets do other procedures. They seem to feel awkward about this and don't ever talk to me first, though they do answer questions (but I feel bad asking because they struggle with the English!). Additionally, the clinic is a bit overstaffed (they have like 5 techs plus a guy who comes and cleans) and everyone hurries to do their work and seems reluctant to let me do anything.
Because of this I literally only shadow and can't really do much at all, plus most of my time is taken up watching procedures done by people who can't converse with me much. It's like watching some cool movie on TV but in a different language. The afternoon is the hardest because there are less appointments and most of it is caring for inpatients.
Here's my question - I only have 2 more days I planned to shadow and I was wondering if it was really worth it. If I stay the whole day both days I get 10 hours but it's unlikely I'll learn anything completely new about this practice and my total number of hours planned was small anyway. Should I take this as a short term cultural experience and stop coming? I haven't seen my family in a year so it would be nice to just hang with them if this isn't helping me much, but I feel guilty for being a "quitter" even if this experience has ceased to be educational for me.
Here's the thing - I've been here a few days now (a total of maybe 18-20 hrs) and while I've learned some really interesting things about vet med in this country and the dynamic of a clinic run by a foreigner, the language barrier and other dynamics make it really hard for me to not be bored and to get involved and learn. The Australian is the head vet but the other vets all have very little English and don't like to converse in it, so unless I am sticking to that one vet all the time I don't know much about what's going on. I stay with her for all her consults but a lot of the time she is doing paperwork and I go and watch the other vets do other procedures. They seem to feel awkward about this and don't ever talk to me first, though they do answer questions (but I feel bad asking because they struggle with the English!). Additionally, the clinic is a bit overstaffed (they have like 5 techs plus a guy who comes and cleans) and everyone hurries to do their work and seems reluctant to let me do anything.
Because of this I literally only shadow and can't really do much at all, plus most of my time is taken up watching procedures done by people who can't converse with me much. It's like watching some cool movie on TV but in a different language. The afternoon is the hardest because there are less appointments and most of it is caring for inpatients.
Here's my question - I only have 2 more days I planned to shadow and I was wondering if it was really worth it. If I stay the whole day both days I get 10 hours but it's unlikely I'll learn anything completely new about this practice and my total number of hours planned was small anyway. Should I take this as a short term cultural experience and stop coming? I haven't seen my family in a year so it would be nice to just hang with them if this isn't helping me much, but I feel guilty for being a "quitter" even if this experience has ceased to be educational for me.