...but overall I would not join again and the main reason is that they do not take care of me, or my family (or the troops) to my standards. As a MD I have no rank or power to change anything because the hospitals are (run) by non clinicians only interested in making rank, not making hard decisions that will bring about better changes.
Hey, can I use this quote in my book, can I, huh? If I ever get around to finishing it, that is...
7by11, in her usual pithy way, expressed the collective feelings of many of us current and ex-military attending physicians; allow me to parse her Holy Words with the exegetical care they so richly deserve:
1) "They don't take care of me..." I had hypertension for years (looking back), and no one said anything. It took readings of 220s/120s (during a period of severe psychic stress + prednisone tx for poison ivy) for them to sit up and finally take notice.
2) "...Or my family...": Read my thread on EFMP. (repeat after me) If the military wanted you to have a family, they would have issued it to you (O.K., you can stop repeating now). I was expected to take O.R. call the day my son was born at 33 weeks EGA and placed into the NICU, lit up for hyperbili, and suffering from As and Bs. It took a frankly humiliating appeal to my boss's boss's boss to get a few days of leave approved so I could be with him and my wife, rather than a few floors below, committing anesthesia on people while 100% distracted with worry over my son's fate.
3)"...or the troops...": How many troops have had their necks slashed or suffered brain damage in the O.R. or PACU due to independent (mal)practice of non-physicians masquerading as doctors? More than anyone knows...or ever will know, thanks to the military's unique internal "Quality Assurance" mechanism, which ga-ron-tees bad sentinel events caused by systemic problems will be swept under the official rug of confidential MII reports, etc.
4) (drum roll) "TO MY STANDARDS": This is the crux of the issue. Any non-clinical, flight-bag-wearing, back-slappin', ex-Aggie fine Merkin can sit around on his @ss and imagine that he's such a gol-dern fine docter (sic) for Merka. Those of us who actually touch patients, and who know how to do our jobs well, know when standards of care are being breached. Whether due to inadequate support staff, inadequate infrastructure, inadequate funding, or just Colonel Incompetence (not good enough to be General Incompetence), standards of MEDICAL care of patients are CONSTANTLY being shoved out the airlock in the military, in favor of "close enough fer gummint work", "what the Commander wants", or "what looks good on my OPR". This is because...
5) "As an M.D., I have no rank or power": OMG, the Objective Medical Group, which made nurses>>physical therapists>pharmacists>doctors in the red in tooth and claw battle for shoulder birds, should be called "OMFG, we just killed another patient dead...luckily, they were active duty, so they (and their families) can't sue us blind..."
6) And, finally, verily, verily, I say unto thee, the Holy Words of "She Who Hits the Nail on the Head": "the hospitals are (run) by non clinicians only interested in making rank, not making hard decisions that will bring about better changes". It didn't use to be this way. I remember when Gods among clinical physicians walked the halls of WRAMC, NHB, and Andrews; O-6 clinicians who saw patients, took call, ran clinics, taught residents, and, like Col. (Dr.) P-T at Andrews, could roar like a lion at morning rounds, "If I'm in the ER with an MI, you can take you're thrombolytics and shove them up your @ss...give me F****ing morphine first, then oxygen, aspirin and NTG, and then..." Nowadays, such rough and tumble instruction of residents and medical students, which has stuck with me for 16 years, would be considered...inappropriate. (Cf.:
http://forums.studentdoctor.net/showpost.php?p=4092372&postcount=8 )Tsk Tsk. Much better to send out e-mail about contributing to CFC, AFA, and the Assistant Nosepickers' Brigade Car Wash to raise money to buy
sutures for the hospital.
And allllll Her People said...Praise Exegesis!
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R
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It helps to have a female deity when you are ordered to bathe your kids:
"I hear and obey, O Mighty One..."