The case was not as emergent as y'all seem to think. She was hemodynamically stable, hct was stable, she was not bleeding at the moment. So yes, it needed to be done because she definitely has a bleeding AVM in her small bowel, but it's not like she was exsanguinating from her rectum before my eyes. I felt like I could have pushed this attending to go through with the case, but was not feeling the most comfortable with how to do it myself, and he was not the attending you'd want to have with you when things go badly. Ours is a more graduated, heirarchical program and as a new CA-2, I don't have a ton of experience dealing with real sickies (e.g., I've never done a cardiac case - cardiac rotation is next month) So with this guy at my side, I was willing to let him say cancel, since I knew that when the **** hit the fan, he'd be not much help. I recognized it as a soft call, and I knew that the cardiologist wasn't going to tell us anything that would alter managemnet. Rookie mistake, I guess. If I'd have felt more comfotable doing the case myself, I would have gone ahead with it, but at this point in my training, I was honestly a little nervous about it, and let the attending stall. Lesson learned, I guess. I appreciate everybody's input on this case.
Dude, when you are a resident it aint your call. So when you said you made a rookie mistake, you didnt. No criticism of you at all. Just opinions about your attending's decisions.
Tenesma posted about the fact that she had an anoxic brain injury so just paralysis may be ok......I think when an insult to the brain occurs we are sometimes too quick to assume that its an irreversible thing....case in point....preopped a 37 year old lady admitted for acute cholecyctitis & biliary colic....in hospital a cuppla days...once her LFTs chilled out a bit she was scheduled for lap chole. Anyway, like I said I preopped her the night before. Skinny lady, only previous surgery breast augs, smoker, no other issues.
Next morning I come in, run into the surgeon.....lady coded that night..
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Family member in room awakened by pt making unusual snoring noises....nurse called....pt unresponsive, nurse calls code team, lady has episode of v fib while code team is present, shocked, converted, intubated, etc etc.
Transferred to ICU, pupils large and unresponsive.
😱😱 Everyone in shock....many studies done....I thought surely an embolic event but no evidence of PE.....no real underlying issue found to explain what happened.
Several days go by, no change.
About day 4 or 5 she wakes up, albeit slowly....begins by having purposeful movements, then follows commands, etc etc....all over about a 24 hour period. Next day extubated.
No neuro deficits.
Cardiology/neurology/etc cant identify what happened.
Week later she looks normal again. Still needs her gallbladder out, so we do the case. 30 minutes later she's in the recovery room, no problems.
This case is one of those where the scientist in us tries to explain what happened, but cant. I'll reserve my non-secular opinions about cases like this except to say I believe when your number is up, its up. Wasn't her time to go.
But back to the issue.....I'm not so quick to judge brain injury patients anymore. Neuroscience knowledge is very limited when it comes to understanding an injured brain....why, where, when, and if someone is gonna recover....
It's not my job to decide when to right them off.
I'll leave that to the man upstairs.