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Hello all! Long time lurker, first time poster. Little about myself: 23 year old living in Phoenix, AZ enrolled as a 5th year Architecture Grad student at Arizona State University. Been lost as of lately on what I want to do in my life. Architecture was my first passion, but now with the hard hits from professors and students I am learning that it's all subjective and part of the artistic side of the brain (right side?). All the hard work and dedication I put in just does not show through my projects, nor do I care anymore. I am coming to learn that I am a left brainer. I've always been extremely motivated but as of lately I have ran out of passion in this field. I am tired of the egos and I am tired of the bull**** that is architecture. It has become a joke in my life that I am not taking serious. I feel like I have fell into it and I am stuck but I am going to do something about it.
I took a year off in between my grad school to work in the "real world" and was that strong whiff of vinegar through the nostrils. Was getting paid 40k after bonuses, no big deal, to be a locked in a cage in front of a computer screen all day long. This is not how I want to live my life. With the economy tanking this career doesn't seem so dependable. Hence the housing market. So I am questioning why I am even in grad school for architecture? I do not get the prestigious 'Dr.' title. I know what I get... a glorified drafter certificate at the end of the day when they give me that receipt in two years. In reality all the hard work and pressure, and freaking out, and the time I put in, and the hair I've lost doesn't result in a thing. A measly 40k yearly salary with no room what so ever to expand on that... is it worth it? So I've been deciding maybe a big switch in careers where its technical and more of a science side of the brain. I like straight answers. So why did I choose optometry? I am not going to lie, the pay is attractive, but it is also because I love working with people. I love being around people and the work environment does not seem stressful at all. 3 days a week is nice if I ever decide I ever want to have a family down the road. Job security. Having a Dr. as a title. Something I can be proud at the end of the day and rest easy at night opposed to trying to find the answer of life as an architect.
Now my problem: I live in Arizona. No optometry schools. Having a BSD in Architecture means I have almost none of the prereqs accomplished. I don't know where to start. I like to take community college courses to get the prereqs down because it's an one on one environment that I can learn from. I've took a few lecture classes @ ASU where the teacher doesn't even know your name or if he cares and I don't care for that. I know that Community College is a problem with some Optometry schools so I dont know where to go or what to do anymore. A part of me says stick it out for another 1.5 years and get my Masters in Architecture. Another part of me says drop everything RIGHT NOW, and just contemplate on what I want to do. I know this isn't going to be an easy ride... and another 6-7+ years of my life... but I know it will be worth it. If I survived architecture I know I can survive anything.
I took a year off in between my grad school to work in the "real world" and was that strong whiff of vinegar through the nostrils. Was getting paid 40k after bonuses, no big deal, to be a locked in a cage in front of a computer screen all day long. This is not how I want to live my life. With the economy tanking this career doesn't seem so dependable. Hence the housing market. So I am questioning why I am even in grad school for architecture? I do not get the prestigious 'Dr.' title. I know what I get... a glorified drafter certificate at the end of the day when they give me that receipt in two years. In reality all the hard work and pressure, and freaking out, and the time I put in, and the hair I've lost doesn't result in a thing. A measly 40k yearly salary with no room what so ever to expand on that... is it worth it? So I've been deciding maybe a big switch in careers where its technical and more of a science side of the brain. I like straight answers. So why did I choose optometry? I am not going to lie, the pay is attractive, but it is also because I love working with people. I love being around people and the work environment does not seem stressful at all. 3 days a week is nice if I ever decide I ever want to have a family down the road. Job security. Having a Dr. as a title. Something I can be proud at the end of the day and rest easy at night opposed to trying to find the answer of life as an architect.
Now my problem: I live in Arizona. No optometry schools. Having a BSD in Architecture means I have almost none of the prereqs accomplished. I don't know where to start. I like to take community college courses to get the prereqs down because it's an one on one environment that I can learn from. I've took a few lecture classes @ ASU where the teacher doesn't even know your name or if he cares and I don't care for that. I know that Community College is a problem with some Optometry schools so I dont know where to go or what to do anymore. A part of me says stick it out for another 1.5 years and get my Masters in Architecture. Another part of me says drop everything RIGHT NOW, and just contemplate on what I want to do. I know this isn't going to be an easy ride... and another 6-7+ years of my life... but I know it will be worth it. If I survived architecture I know I can survive anything.