So I don't know anyone that's been in my situation before and honestly I'm having so much anxiety I feel like I'm dying as dramatic as that seems. I am currently enrolled in the Columbia SMP program and my first semester was not good at all. I'm pulling low B's and C's. My undergraduate GPA was a 3.74 and my science GPA was a 3.6. I know I shouldn't have done the SMP I just got absolutely terrible advice from everyone around me and my SMP advisor convinced me not to withdraw so now it's too late. I am retaking my MCAT after bombing it the first time and hope that I can score at least a 510 on that but I know I just destroyed my chances at medical school, is there anything I can do now? is there a way to still get in? I'm losing sleep and honestly faith in myself at this point I'm just so anxious all I can think about is the fact that I ruined my future. Does anyone have any advice?