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I'm a first year general surgery intern in midwest. I really enjoy surgery. In fact, when i was given the scapel this year as a first year, I had a natural high and felt such a great sense of achievement. Unfortunately my problem is that the residency is killing my free time. I was a former bodybuilder and now have difficulty to stay in shape. Just like others who have posted, I have days that I stay up all night during call and don't get the chance to eat even though Im religious about taking lots of food with me to work. It's really depressing to see myself shrink away like this. I'm told, it will get better, that I will adjust. I want to know if anyone else has the same background as me and can offer some words of wisdom. I can only hope to see the light at the end of the tunnel some day soon, but, sometimes I am so frustrated. But, I can say honestly that even after a bad day, i come home and feel a certain kind of satisfation.
I know others like me have had doubts and thoughts of quitting to easier specialties. I hope that feeling doubt this early on doesn't mean that I am probably in the wrong specialty. I was told today that if I'm questioning myself this early, it might mean I better change to something else.
I know others like me have had doubts and thoughts of quitting to easier specialties. I hope that feeling doubt this early on doesn't mean that I am probably in the wrong specialty. I was told today that if I'm questioning myself this early, it might mean I better change to something else.