No problem I get yah, just look to keep improving you aren't crazy, just really worried because it a very competitive process and psyching yourself out, its all good, what you go through is normal and I have experienced it as well, life responsibilities often take a lot of time and not everyone is out to get you. Lol, though it feels that way Goro isn't a bad person I don't think he's probably more experienced after reviewing a lot of cases, he doesn't hate other people have different approaches to life, but I know some individuals who only got into MD after 3-4 years and they really like where they are at right now, because they didn't take no for an answer, not everything in life is clear or cut out cleanly and its easy to get frustrated and there is a lot of blame to get around, just learn to shrug it off, because people aren't going to change and what works for someone else may not work for others. As long as you working hard toward your goals and reflect on yourself I believe you all can do it. Don't let the self doubt consume, sometime I wake up at night in cold sweats in fear, but I won't let that stop me I know I can get better and I can do well. Just practice like hell, outwork everybody and don't do it for others but for yourself. Its easy to get defensive, but its better to get out on the offensive and find out what steps to take to absolutely master your craft. Most people post advice to help, and sometimes you feel deeply disappointed with your reality, but you know what you need to do make it work instinctively. Stop worrying and don't let things faze you, if when you look back think about how great it is to prove em. You know what it takes just go out and kill the interview, be the guy with the advantage have the trump card in your hand, not their hands don't be their bitch. Think about it, you are probably in the negative feedback loop, and that doesn't help you but what does how can you improve in your interview, how did you answer the questions? Its not just about how to get an acceptance, but more on how are you a fit for the school and what you can do for them, but you will find a way. Just realize that these people aren't always out to help you or what they think as help might not always be in your best interests and not get the ego's involved. Because if you start saying you don't want D.O. and or whatever, and then say you are reapplying how is it going to look from the other side? obviously they aren't going to like it LMAO. But it doesn't help your plight, but you also got to consider if you feel like it's beneficial to take that risk that you are taking since you are applying for the 3rd time, but I would love to hear more about the different interviews and the experiences and where you can improve or felt weak at. You don't have to win everybody over, just the interviewers