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So I'm a couple months into my intern year at program X now. I'm coming to the end of my first dedicated ER month before joining the realm of off-service, but I can't help but feel that as this month has gone on, I've actually gotten stupider and worse at managing patients. The expectation for patient management as an intern is pretty low, 0.5-1 per hour, and on some cases I do really well from start to finish. But the last few days I find myself either giving poor presentations, prescribing antibiotics for the wrong course despite looking it up, forgetting to directly treat pain, having no idea what medicine is ok to treat pain, missing LPs, forgetting how long until my face/leg/finger lac has to follow-up, asking my upper levels and attending before doing anything, and just overall feeling like I forgot everything I learned in medical school, and then forgot it all again but now I'm trying to apply it.
My upper levels assure me that this is how they all felt when they were at my stage, but I'm not quite sold on that. Is there some magical spell that get cast on us when we transition from pgy-1 to pgy-2 or pgy-2 to pgy-3? Is this how anyone else felt at this stage? The only way to go from here is forwards, and I'm looking forward to the challenge, but damn if some commiseration wouldn't be nice.
My upper levels assure me that this is how they all felt when they were at my stage, but I'm not quite sold on that. Is there some magical spell that get cast on us when we transition from pgy-1 to pgy-2 or pgy-2 to pgy-3? Is this how anyone else felt at this stage? The only way to go from here is forwards, and I'm looking forward to the challenge, but damn if some commiseration wouldn't be nice.