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Hi all, here's my situation:
I'm basically choosing between Columbia and UCLA MSTPs and one non-MSTP MD/MA. Here is my dilemma: Columbia's med school is a much better fit for me from a social perspective -- I'm much more of an East coast type, and I met multiple people at revisit I could see myself being friends with. I especially like the type of extracurricular environment the school has (artsy, etc) and I have a lot of other connections in New York. When I revisited UCLA, I felt kind of out of place - most people seem to be from SoCal and there's less of an intellectual/academic-y vibe. I don't have many connections to LA, so the school culture is a bigger issue for me there, since I need to make friends when I move!!
UCLA on the other hand is definitely the best place for me to do the PhD/MSTP, mostly because they are so flexible and would be willing to work with me (my research interests are not totally traditional). I'm sure I would enjoy my PhD years there and there are many faculty members I could be happy with. Columbia on the other hand, has given me a really bad vibe about being flexible, and right now is not even totally sure/supportive I could pursue a PhD in the department I'm interested in.
The non-MSTP I'm considering is a good fit for me, and I would get to do a Masters in my area of interest, but I'm thinking right now that I want a PhD and it's really hard to give up that funding, especially given that I may later want to go back and do the PhD.
ADVICE PLEASE!
Columbia on the other hand, has given me a really bad vibe about being flexible, and right now is not even totally sure/supportive I could pursue a PhD in the department I'm interested in.
Have you spoken to the director of the Columbia program about your concerns? I imagine an e-mail asking the question straight-foward would answer your question (i.e. I am interested in doing my PhD in department X, is this possible?). If they say you can't pursue the type of PhD you're interested then I guess you have a tough decision.
Plus, Californians are really freaking nice and friendly. Just don't be mean and condescending if you think someone's not as academic as you are! You might come to like the west coast culture. I am personally braving my culture clash fears for a program with a better fit... and I hope you do too! I think you'll find your niche wherever you go. Or at least that's what I want to believe.
Just to explain myself more clearly, I have nothing against Californians! I have spoken with Columbia and at this point they still aren't being very flexible. I think part of what is contributing to my anxiety is that the length of program. It will be 8 years of my life, and that I will be in my 30s when I am done. It's hard to stomach making this kind of decision feeling like the location/vibe isn't right for me, although I do recognize that LA could grow on me.... it's just that most people who move somewhere new have the luxury of thinking "well, if I don't like it, I can always leave after a year."
Yes, non-science but health-related.
Another thought, does applying for and getting an F30 make it easier for me to split my degrees at two institutions? I could probably find a co-advisor at Columbia if I needed to, but I think they might look at me like I'm crazy if I propose this. Also, Columbia has a consortium agreement with other NY institutions with people who might be more relevant to me. I wonder if this ever happens... Still, it wouldn't be as good as the graduate training I would receive at UCLA in my discipline.