I was also THIS close to voting for Trump in 2020. I just couldn't take the Democratic BS anymore. The only thing that held me back was the disgust for the humanoid being.
The fact that I couldn't vote for Biden either (this coming from somebody who still keeps his citizenship welcome letter with Obama's signature) should speak volumes.
I used to not even bother reading republican sources until about 2019-20, I had been that blue for two decades, without knowing it. I used to
at the concept of MSM, for example. Big mistake. I had no idea I was in an echo chamber, like many democrats and republicans. There is no smoke without fire, on both sides of the isle. There are so many special interests and narratives, and conspiracy theories...
The partisan media and web sites never mention both sides of a story, the pros and the cons. It's all about brainwashing people into hating the other side. Four Feet Good, Two Feet Bad! In the meanwhile, the rich get richer, the poor poorer, and the middle class gets squeezed.
We all have our own "lived experiences".
Most of us here are decent people, otherwise we could not work as doctors.