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Hello,
I'm aware this has been posted before, but I wanted opinions for myself or own scenario. I am currently 27yo (just this year) and I am a practicing pharmacist. I graduated in 2017, but due to poor grades (I almost flunked 3x due to severe depression), I was not licensed until early 2018, ergo I have barely been practicing for a little over a year. I am working at a state hospital, and if any of you are not aware, the work at these institutions is, to put it in the nicest way, is extremely bland. Don't get me wrong, the pay is great (especially as an independent contractor), but the struggle of finding something to do or staying awake is mind-numblingly real. I know most people, especially coworkers and friends, don't share this opinion, but I did not get into ~$250,000 of debt to work at a place that does not stimulate my learning or where I feel that I am not using what I learned in class. I do not feel that I truly 'earned' what I earn since the work does not equate to the pay (if this makes any sense). I have always wanted to go to med school, but at the time of finishing high school, I did not have the grades or the merit (btw, I went to a combined program at UoP 3+3, no PCAT necessary). Not only at my work, but also through rotations, I have come to realize that pharmacy is, quite frankly, boring. I don't know if I am giving up on pharmacy too quickly? I have tried to find other jobs, but in California, with almost 14 pharmacy schools, the market is completely saturated. I know this is not a good reason to give up on a job, especially considering the debt, but I need an escape from my workplace and that's one of the reasons I am considering med school or DO school. I also am tired of being on the sidelines of providing patient care instead of being the one in charge, so respect ties in there too. Pharmacists are just don't receive the respect that we deserve. In the past, I always considered pharmacy a stepping stone to med school, but now I'm not so sure. With so many obstacles in the way (MCAT, time, debt, etc....), I'm finding it difficult to find a way to pursue my dream. I know these sound like excuses, but I just don't know what to do or where to start. Does having a PharmD. give a leg up when pursing med school? Is it worth it to consider a career change if I have not fully explored my own field? Are my reasons for wanting to go to med school too selfish? Is there a difference between MD and DO programs (coworkers and a MD PhD friend have told me no, but that DO is easier to get into). Any thoughts?
**This is not intended to get any pity, but to explain some of my personal limitations. I was diagnosed (and am cured now) with childhood leukemia and was hospitalized for 3 years. I received both chemo and radiation therapy, the aftermath of which have impaired my learning ability (mainly spatial reasoning, which will be a HUGE setback in med school. Not only that, but my processing of information is much slower than others. I have made it through this far and if I put my mind to it, I could potentially go through this other hurdle. I just don't know if it's worth it.
I'm aware this has been posted before, but I wanted opinions for myself or own scenario. I am currently 27yo (just this year) and I am a practicing pharmacist. I graduated in 2017, but due to poor grades (I almost flunked 3x due to severe depression), I was not licensed until early 2018, ergo I have barely been practicing for a little over a year. I am working at a state hospital, and if any of you are not aware, the work at these institutions is, to put it in the nicest way, is extremely bland. Don't get me wrong, the pay is great (especially as an independent contractor), but the struggle of finding something to do or staying awake is mind-numblingly real. I know most people, especially coworkers and friends, don't share this opinion, but I did not get into ~$250,000 of debt to work at a place that does not stimulate my learning or where I feel that I am not using what I learned in class. I do not feel that I truly 'earned' what I earn since the work does not equate to the pay (if this makes any sense). I have always wanted to go to med school, but at the time of finishing high school, I did not have the grades or the merit (btw, I went to a combined program at UoP 3+3, no PCAT necessary). Not only at my work, but also through rotations, I have come to realize that pharmacy is, quite frankly, boring. I don't know if I am giving up on pharmacy too quickly? I have tried to find other jobs, but in California, with almost 14 pharmacy schools, the market is completely saturated. I know this is not a good reason to give up on a job, especially considering the debt, but I need an escape from my workplace and that's one of the reasons I am considering med school or DO school. I also am tired of being on the sidelines of providing patient care instead of being the one in charge, so respect ties in there too. Pharmacists are just don't receive the respect that we deserve. In the past, I always considered pharmacy a stepping stone to med school, but now I'm not so sure. With so many obstacles in the way (MCAT, time, debt, etc....), I'm finding it difficult to find a way to pursue my dream. I know these sound like excuses, but I just don't know what to do or where to start. Does having a PharmD. give a leg up when pursing med school? Is it worth it to consider a career change if I have not fully explored my own field? Are my reasons for wanting to go to med school too selfish? Is there a difference between MD and DO programs (coworkers and a MD PhD friend have told me no, but that DO is easier to get into). Any thoughts?
**This is not intended to get any pity, but to explain some of my personal limitations. I was diagnosed (and am cured now) with childhood leukemia and was hospitalized for 3 years. I received both chemo and radiation therapy, the aftermath of which have impaired my learning ability (mainly spatial reasoning, which will be a HUGE setback in med school. Not only that, but my processing of information is much slower than others. I have made it through this far and if I put my mind to it, I could potentially go through this other hurdle. I just don't know if it's worth it.