I'm currently enrolled in a direct six-year PharmD program and am about to enter my second year. Had I been given the luxury of choosing my major, I would have gone the computer science route and hopefully ended up working as a software developer (I even got accepted into top-tier CS programs at UC Berkeley and UIUC out of high school). I'm rather introverted, flat-footed, and enjoy working with computers and programming, so a desk job seemed ideal for me. My parents disagreed, however, deeming the tech industry too unstable and competitive, so they forced me into pharmacy school instead, promising me an easy life with good job security, a lucrative salary, and the ability to live wherever I want (i.e. California). I was naive and sort of resigned myself to it in hopes that pharmacy really was my ticket to CA. I've wanted to live there all my life, after all. And seeing how easily I breezed through my first year with a 4.0 GPA, I'm pretty confident I'll at least finish with my degree and at the top of my class. While I find it all very dull, I can't say I hate what I'm studying either.
However, after interning at Walgreens and doing some research of my own, I'm really starting to believe this field isn't for me, and that my parents and school have told me nothing but lies. I absolutely hate standing on my feet for long hours dealing with irate and sick old people in a fast-paced environment. I'm also reading a bunch of doom-and-gloom stories about the saturated the job market, the worsening working conditions in retail, the salary cuts and vanishing sign-on bonuses, and the cutthroat competition to secure a spot in residency.
I've already reapplied and made the preparations necessary to transfer to UIUC's CS program. But something's holding me back. It's the small glimmer of hope that maybe I won't have to work retail in some hick town, that maybe my academic standing and motivation to not work in retail is enough to carry me all the way to and through post-grad, that maybe the economy will rebound and the job market will equilibrate and pharmacists nationwide will unionize and advocate for all these diploma mills to quit popping up and for better working conditions. After all, pharmacy's only major deterrent for me so far is the retail aspect, so on the off-chance that I somehow manage to land a non-retail position out in California, even at a lower salary, I can settle for that. And even though my test scores are up to snuff, CS at UIUC will be very tough, and now I'm leaning towards sticking with the easier major if it'll pay off just as well.
So what are your thoughts? Do you think "not wanting to work retail" is a strong enough conviction alone to drag myself all the way through pharmacy school and residency? Do you believe all the doom-and-gloom stories that plague SDN and Indeed.com, or do you believe the job market will improve for pharmacists within the next five years? I'm torn between two majors and I really don't know what to do.
However, after interning at Walgreens and doing some research of my own, I'm really starting to believe this field isn't for me, and that my parents and school have told me nothing but lies. I absolutely hate standing on my feet for long hours dealing with irate and sick old people in a fast-paced environment. I'm also reading a bunch of doom-and-gloom stories about the saturated the job market, the worsening working conditions in retail, the salary cuts and vanishing sign-on bonuses, and the cutthroat competition to secure a spot in residency.
I've already reapplied and made the preparations necessary to transfer to UIUC's CS program. But something's holding me back. It's the small glimmer of hope that maybe I won't have to work retail in some hick town, that maybe my academic standing and motivation to not work in retail is enough to carry me all the way to and through post-grad, that maybe the economy will rebound and the job market will equilibrate and pharmacists nationwide will unionize and advocate for all these diploma mills to quit popping up and for better working conditions. After all, pharmacy's only major deterrent for me so far is the retail aspect, so on the off-chance that I somehow manage to land a non-retail position out in California, even at a lower salary, I can settle for that. And even though my test scores are up to snuff, CS at UIUC will be very tough, and now I'm leaning towards sticking with the easier major if it'll pay off just as well.
So what are your thoughts? Do you think "not wanting to work retail" is a strong enough conviction alone to drag myself all the way through pharmacy school and residency? Do you believe all the doom-and-gloom stories that plague SDN and Indeed.com, or do you believe the job market will improve for pharmacists within the next five years? I'm torn between two majors and I really don't know what to do.