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Hello! I've been reading this board awhile and I'm at a point where I'm ready to ask some questions. Ill try to summarize my situation as briefly as I can muster. I have a GED and am a disabled veteran. This veteran status has granted me 8-12 years of school without having to pay much of my own money. My girlfriend is 38 weeks pregnant and I'm pretty excited about being a father. I started at the University of North Texas in the fall of 2014 majoring in Chemistry with a minor in math (I was told that I would be one class short of the minor so why not?). They don't have a formal pre-med program here but have faculty that assists with the process. I want to be an MD. I want the freedom to go anywhere in the world and have a skill that translates. I want financial security and I want the intellectual gratification. I'm not the most altruistic person I know but I have spent most of my life serving people in some way or another. A "desk job" doesnt appeal to me and neither does charging people for what I believe to be my creative expression. Medicine of some sort is where I feel the most comfortable but I feel like I wouldn't be exercising my potential as a nurse or paramedic (I was an EMT pre-Army).
I am terrified. More than I ever was engaged in conflict in foreign countries. Math is killing me and it's mostly my fault. I have not used or practiced these skills in over a decade. I am taking College Algebra this semester and its like pulling teeth. I spend on average 10 hours a week in the math lab getting tutoring and another 7-8 hours reading and doing homework. I can retain skills for about 2 weeks and then seem to lose them. This does not bode well considering my degree doesnt actually start until Calc II.
I could have the GPA to look good if I were doing biology, history, english... anything else pretty much. Chemistry, physics and math I dont have a natural aptitude for. They are what interest me most and I mistakenly thought that's what college was for. I want this chemistry degree really badly and I know I can achieve it. Achieve it, understand it and make an A? I'm not so sure...
Should I try PA instead of MD for now? Ive read about the differences but would like some insight into what you guys think. Do I have to decide now? Will schools even look at me if I dont have the volunteer hours some of these others do? Is it possible to get in to either programs with a <3.6 GPA and little to no volunteer service? Should I be changing my major? If it makes more sense to be a PA (and then go back for MD later if I'm bored) what should I be doing next in terms of extracurricular activities?
Thank you for your patience and attention. Any help, advice, enouragement or constructive criticism you can offer is highly appreciated.
I am terrified. More than I ever was engaged in conflict in foreign countries. Math is killing me and it's mostly my fault. I have not used or practiced these skills in over a decade. I am taking College Algebra this semester and its like pulling teeth. I spend on average 10 hours a week in the math lab getting tutoring and another 7-8 hours reading and doing homework. I can retain skills for about 2 weeks and then seem to lose them. This does not bode well considering my degree doesnt actually start until Calc II.
I could have the GPA to look good if I were doing biology, history, english... anything else pretty much. Chemistry, physics and math I dont have a natural aptitude for. They are what interest me most and I mistakenly thought that's what college was for. I want this chemistry degree really badly and I know I can achieve it. Achieve it, understand it and make an A? I'm not so sure...
Should I try PA instead of MD for now? Ive read about the differences but would like some insight into what you guys think. Do I have to decide now? Will schools even look at me if I dont have the volunteer hours some of these others do? Is it possible to get in to either programs with a <3.6 GPA and little to no volunteer service? Should I be changing my major? If it makes more sense to be a PA (and then go back for MD later if I'm bored) what should I be doing next in terms of extracurricular activities?
Thank you for your patience and attention. Any help, advice, enouragement or constructive criticism you can offer is highly appreciated.