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Hi, OT fam! My name is Deanna. I am going to try my best to be vulnerable on this thread in the hopes that someone might feel the same as I do. I started on this long and bumpy journey of pursuing OT as a career whenever I was 19. At first, I didn't have the best GPA, I barely had a 3.0 before I transferred to a University. It took two years of hard work and dedication to finish with a BS in psychology with a GPA of 3.5. I am so close to applying to an OT program this year. I have everything I need to apply except my GRE scores. I have a lot of stress, anxiety, and resistance towards taking this test. I have only taken it once and I majorly bombed the test, but I am going to retake it in the middle of May. I think over the years of trying my best to "stand out" over other applicants I subconsciously built this mindset that my worth is based on how well I perform. It's hard not to self-identify with the numbers we accomplish (ie. GPA, GRE, observational hours) especially when these numbers are a major factor in whether we are accepted into a program. It's even easier to feel discouraged on this website when you compare other applicant stats with your own. I know in my mind that the GRE test (and the numbers) does not represent who we are as individuals or our abilities to be a great Occupational Therapist, but I'm also feeling so much resistance to tackling the GRE because of the pressure I put on myself to do well.
I was wondering if anyone has/is feeling the same way as me? Did anyone have a difficult time with the GRE and if so, what were your methods of studying and getting over anxiety?
I was wondering if anyone has/is feeling the same way as me? Did anyone have a difficult time with the GRE and if so, what were your methods of studying and getting over anxiety?