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Wondering what folks are thinking of ultimately doing with their dual degrees, especially those towards the end...
Right now I'm contemplating selling out and becoming a high-level, well-paid executive of a pharm company. Maybe I'll go for my MBA once I finish my MD.![]()
I was just thinking of making a post about what are the options for getting out of medicine. I am nearing the completion of my first 7 years and thinking hmmm... 7 more years for residency?
You know the saying, don't you? Show me a young conservative and I'll show you someone with no heart. Show me an old liberal and I'll show you someone with no brains.http://query.nytimes.com/gst/fullpage.html?sec=health&res=9A0DE7DB103EF934A15752C1A9609C8B63
Don't do it. All the money in the world wouldn't be worth selling one's soul in order to push money on Wall Street so that the super-wealthy grow even wealthier. Of course, it's easy for me to say as an idealistic 20yo applicant.
You know the saying, don't you? Show me a young conservative and I'll show you someone with no heart. Show me an old liberal and I'll show you someone with no brains.![]()
I'm a path PGY-1 and graduated from an MSTP in May. When I started the MSTP and during graduate school, I was 100% gung ho basic science. I even considered doing straight post-doc and no residency. But man, it is getting LONG. Right now, I would have to say I'm going to do a path residency and a clinical fellowship, and that's it. I just can't stomach the thought of a post-doc after that, then trying to get tenure, getting grants, etc.
Some naive questions...
Couldn't you do some research part-time during your fellowship and extend that as your area of research?
Won't you still have to worry about tenure, or are you planning to just get a clinical appointment?
What made you change your mind? (e.g. finances, family situation, etc.)
Thanks!
Hi solitude! Not naive questions at all - something I have been thinking about a lot.
I LOVE research, and haven't ruled it out, but right now I don't see myself doing it. Unquestionably there is a thrill to seeing something, even really small, that nobody has seen before, and thinking of new questions.
I could probably do some research during my fellowship. But, I figure I need about 3 years of solid post-doctoral training before I am ready to be a PI. So again, it comes down to time - clinical training or research training?
I would have to still worry about tenure, even if I got an academic clinical appt. Right now, what I see most likely is to go into private practice. It actually sort of makes me sad to even write that because I have seen myself in academics for so long!
Lots of things contributed to changing my mind. One thing, that is semi-unique, is I have had some health problems that have made me question if I want to spend a billion more years in training. But, I think the larger issues in my mind include just wanting to be really good at something and do it. At the end of my residency/fellowship, presumably (hopefully!) I will be a a very competent pathologist. I don't want to put that on the back burner to pursue a research career.
Another thing, is I feel that in pathology (or any clinical discipline) you can be successful if you work at it. I am very overwhelmed as a PGY-1, but am quite confident that if I keep working really hard I will be able to master the material and be a solid pathologist. I don't have that same confidence about research. I could have really good ideas, but they could be incorrect, very difficult to prove, too expensive to fund, etc. I realize that is part of the thrill and the work of research but I feel like it is "riskier" from a career perspective than clinical practice.
Anyway, just my thoughts! I still definitely get the research bug from time to time, and maybe when I finish my clinical training I will be really healthy and itching to get back into it, at which point I would definitely consider it.
Good luck to you!![]()
Maybe I'm just in complete lab burnout, but I'm really thinking that clinical research/clinical medicine is for me. Basic science is just really getting old. I also do some clinical research with my PI, and its way more interesting to me. That, and the NIH funding for basic science research right now is pretty damn depressing.
yeah, I originally posted this thread because I charged in thinking only of basic research, but now that I am back in the clinics I see how my phd thinking could drive clinical research and even some potential solutions to public health problems. Sorry for the poll bias but that was all that was on my radar! Of course my mentor expects me to be this great mouse dr, but I think I want to be closer to people. So many options, many of which influence choice of residency... How to choose a path?
Ecthgar, I felt the same way when I was in your place. I had many mood swings during the PhD portion. There were times when I just wanted to say "screw it" and get on with med school, but there were other times when I thought I did not want to do a residency, just a post-doc and do cool science (this was when the experiments were actually giong well).
When I went back to med. school to finish up, I was tired of basic science and wanted to get to the business of actually helping people. Now, I am a 4th year, applying for residency, and I miss the science. What I don't miss is all the BS you have to mix in with the science, like exams, being a TA, etc. I'm still not sure what type of career (basic research vs. more clinical duties) I want.
Stick it out and make it work for you - make the experience your own. I found other investigators doing cool, related stuff, and would email to see if they wanted to collaborate (after asking the PI, of course). The biggest thing that helped me was finding one other grad student that I could talk to about science and bounce ideas off of. We would go have a beer or workout and talk about ideas.
I totally understand the emotional roller coaster of grad school. I have no idea what I will end up doing. I go back and forth. However, before I chose to to sit in an office, beg for money from the federal government, and make under $45/hour for the rest of my life, I want to see what other opportunities are out there. There must be many opportunities out there that I have not seen. How does one get into consulting/research for pharma while still doing some patient care?... my program is very academia oriented so it does not expose us to the pharma side of things.
But I have a while before i defend, so I guess I will figure this out later....
I am in the same boat as beary.
I started out as 100% gung ho basic science. I thought odds were I wouldn't even do a residency - just go straight to postdoc. I wanted the exposure to medicine out of personal interest, out of the idea that it would better direct my research, and (I admit) because I'd been told it would be easier to get funding with an MD.
But frankly I am tired of all the garbage that goes with being a basic researcher in academia. I don't really want the stress of having to constantly apply for grants that have only a 10% chance of being funded, of having people rely on me getting them for their salaries and livelihoods, of being constantly worried about getting scooped, and of living in a community of cutthroat maniacs who are perfectly willing to step on each other's necks to make it to the top.
But blessedly, I have found that I also really enjoy clinical work. I am therefore looking forward to residency.
Now, while I'm really burned out of research right now and am happy to be facing some more clinic time, I suspect that the research bug is only resting; so I am making sure to enter a residency program with significant opportunities for research. I like research (if not the research environment). I find it stimulating and fascinating, and I plan to continue to do it for as long as I can (that is, for as long as I enjoy it). But I don't think I was cut out to be a PI. I want to enjoy the journey. Time is not really important to me; money is not really important to me. I just want to be happy. For as long as research makes me happy, I will continue to pursue it. When it gets to be more hassle than it's worth, I may be perfectly happy to be 'just' a clinician. I still see myself as an academic (a clinical professor) though. To be happy, I need a community of intellectually engaged peers. I don't think private practice will be my thing (although you never know).
Btw a program director at one of the programs where I interviewed told me that the 'dirty little secret' of the MSTPs is that overall, 50% of their graduates end up doing no research whatsoever. And you can understand why, really. If you told any man on the street you chose to make $90K and work 80 hours a week with no job security (as young untenured faculty) when you could be making $250K to work 60 hours a week with total job security (as an attending in private practice), I think he'd be more than a little confused.![]()
So anyways, by that light Neuronix's 20% isn't sounding too bad (although it's still early, I bet a few more will drop off the back of the wagon over the next decade or two).
Totally. I remember thinking (young and naive as I was), "job security? How mundane, who cares about job security? I wanna find out how the universe works, man!"It is tough working your #$$ off for 8 years, then look at starting residency. I would not trade my experience for anything and I look forward to new roads, but it is interesting to see how your perspective changes along the way.
Oy, I'm discouraging the newbies.Damn. You guys paint such a gloomy image of science.![]()
That's really a shame considering it's even coming from people who really love science. I guess something must be done for this stupid system? But like someone said, science is just risky. It's costly (in grant money) and you could end up nowhere with no results.
tr, I feel the same way now as you did, that I want to discover the brain, consciousness and stuff. If (and that's a big if) I get into an MD/Ph.D program, I'm basically planning combining both.
http://query.nytimes.com/gst/fullpage.html?sec=health&res=9A0DE7DB103EF934A15752C1A9609C8B63
Don't do it. All the money in the world wouldn't be worth selling one's soul in order to push money on Wall Street so that the super-wealthy grow even wealthier. Of course, it's easy for me to say as an idealistic 20yo applicant.
Oy, I'm discouraging the newbies.
Seriously, science is amazing and there is nothing else I would want to do. There's unfortunately a lot of cr@p to wade through, but every field has its downsides. Everyone complains. Research is exciting and engaging if occasionally stressful, and medicine is fun and a pretty sweet deal when you think about it.
I guess I am just saying that I am pretty glad I have the option to do clinical work, which is also enjoyable as well as being more secure and providing more autonomy than basic research. That's all.
There's only one piece of advice I have for you guys who are applying. If you don't get into MD/PhD (which I still think is the best deal around for someone who is really interested in biomedical research), do the MD only. Do not do the PhD only. The difference in ultimate flexibility is enormous.
Btw, while I'm being all depressing, is anybody else here kind of bummed by the way all your classmates are looking all old and fat? I'm like, d@mn, we are freakin' middle-aged! First year med school was so long ago! Argh!![]()
tr, you are awesome and sorry for resurrecting this thread.
i'm a 4.5 year mstp and working for a high profile lab. and i agree completely with the whole just do an MD, don't ever do a PhD thing, as I've said many times in other threads.
the thing that's confusing me now though, is that i have a really weird percept of how hard science actually is. Sometimes i see how hard it is to get a paper into a prestigious journal, the years and years of labor, the perfectionist bosses, the reviewers, the grants, etc. But then sometimes I see those so-called "brilliant" postdocs and PIs and I was like, WHAT?? How STUPID can you be?! I mean, even the best labs, the Nobel winning labs, produce crappy data and stupid papers. Horrific papers get on Nature/Science routinely just cause they have famous names.
Sometimes I wonder if I can GAME the system, then I'm smart enough to actually do something quality. But that thought itself is depressing on many levels. I mean if so and so has such crap postdocs and crap papers can still get a HHMI...or maybe I'm being too harsh...then perhaps I have a solid shot you know?
I dunno. Very ambivalent right now. Very confused about what I want to do.
Hey solitude, that was a really fascinating article. To all of you future physician-scientists, I encourage you to read it. I'll finish my MD-PhD in a year and a half and I'm myself debating what I want to do. Does anyone here have a good clue of how to start in consulting/investment? It seems to me that scientists can do well in that. However, I wonder if there's a lot to risk. I mean, it can't be that easy.
Damn. You guys paint such a gloomy image of science.![]()
That's really a shame considering it's even coming from people who really love science. I guess something must be done for this stupid system? But like someone said, science is just risky. It's costly (in grant money) and you could end up nowhere with no results.
tr, I feel the same way now as you did, that I want to discover the brain, consciousness and stuff. If (and that's a big if) I get into an MD/Ph.D program, I'm basically planning combining both.
How important is it to you guys to integrate your research with your specialty? I've been thinking about this quite a bit. I came into med school planning to go into anesthesiology; it seems like the obvious specialty for a chemist. But like many people, I have a constantly changing favorite specialty du jour, and my conception of what is possible keeps expanding. I recently met a very cool MD/PhD surgeon who has a basic science PhD and does basic science research related to surgery. Now I still don't have any intention whatsoever of going into surgery, but like I said, my conception of the possible just keeps expanding....
For me, integrating basic science research with clinical medicine is important - it is the reason I did the dual degree. I am in my final year and both my research interest and clinical interest has changed. My PhD research dealt with cardiac development/stem cells/tissue engineering and I envisioned myself going into surgery - even after my surgery clerkship. I enjoyed surgery more than any other 3rd year clerkship, but I really only liked certain aspects (being in the OR, ICU, ER). However, the daily routine of writing notes, orders, managing the medical issues of a multitude of patients was not appealing. At the end of 3rd year, I was frustrated, did a rotation in pathology, and fell in love. I had never considered path before then.
As you know, the most important aspect of PhD training is learning to think like a scientist - asking the right questions and designing the right experiments. I find so many aspects of science fascinating, so I am excited about changing my research focus from cardiac development to some area more relevant to pathology (cancer, etc.).
Bottom line = you can always modify your research or clinical interests during your training.
I'm considering going into a disease-related research field. If it'll benefit me to know for sure that I'd want to go into the clinical side for a specialty, I'd love to know how people think the best way to inform myself before 3rd and 4th year if it's right or wrong for me. I know it's not a bad thing to change fields (and know a lot of people that do), but a leg-up on the career path would be nice.