I have done volunteer work. Maybe not the right one. I volunteered in hospital in Brooklyn and I told them I want direct patient contact to maximize the 'experience'. I ended up getting abused by LPNs doing their dirty work while they chit chat.
Stupid nurses who got the nerve to blame me when she couldn't find her menu after I picked up lunch take out for her.
I learn nothing but really resent the LPNs and the nurses.
What's the right place to volunteer n maybe I should ask for different department?
Sorry you had some bad experiences. Not all nurses are like that. Do you think you might like kids? I've worked at children's hospitals in critical care. Usually they have child life departments. Try to volunteer through them--and then go help out in the various areas--including critical care. You will find more professional models for nursing. Even if the nurse-to-nurse cattiness (which today is often more behind the scenes but is no less a pain) is still there.
Don't take resentment toward nursing with you. First, they all aren't like that. Second, you have to learn to work with them as a team. There are plenty of other good reasons too.
If I read one more absurd thing about residents getting stupid pages and calls, I just may scream. Why? Honestly, most nurses, including myself, do not call the on-call person unless we have to do so. I certainly get no joy in waking someone up--especially some poor surgical resident that has to get up at 4 or 5 anyway, round by 6 and be in the OR around 7--and who has killed herself or himself working 70-80 hours already. But if I have to call you, it is b/c there is a need the patient has, and I either need you to come down, up, or over and help me hone in on what is going on with the crashing patient and give appropriate orders, or my (and your) pt is in pain and even the break thru meds aren't cutting it for him or her. . .or the poor patient is so stressed and tired and needs at least one night of sleep and someONE FORGOT to write for sleeping med orders--even after "last call rounds" (and then I got busy and didn't see that you didn't write for them).
Our patients have needs and they need to be addressed--LEGALLY. So, no, I can't forge an order for you or just pull a narc out and give it without appropriate orders.
And for the patient that is really dumping into his/her chest tubes in getting closer and closer to compromise, well, no. Guess what? The blood bank won't send me some packed cells and FFP just b/c I say my patient really needs such things--even if they know me and fully trust my knowledge and experience as a critical care nurse. BTW, if that is the case, your behind (covering resident or fellow) should be there to assess as well. Uh. . . Makes sense, No? And no, we won't take orders from a medical student--only from the appropriate signed-on resident, fellow, attending, NP or PA--and the latter two depends on the area and the policy in place.
So no, most of us good nurses aren't calling you just to be stupid or b/c of some sick sense of humor or b/c we are pizzed at you. If there is a pt need, as physicians or future physicians, you must learn to listen to caring, on-the-ball nurses that are there with your patients nonstop and see even the most subtle of changes many times, way before you may.
I haven't met a whole heck of a lot of stupid critical care nurses--usually if a RN in this area isn't swift enough, he or she is weeded out--or sometimes it can be a matter of weeding if some nurses don't like another nurse. Yea, it's stupid, but it happens. Mostly, however, critical care nurses in time learn a lot and have to be reasonably bright and vigilant to work in the area of intensive care/critical care nursing or emergency nursing. Many physicians realize this.
And really it just isn't wise to carry that negative attitude with you. You really don't want to get nurses against you in general. Trust me on this; it is very unwise.