1.) For eons, "healers" had been considered "GODS". In recent history, "healers" were considered semi-gods... that possessed the ability to alter the plan of the real gods. Lately, "healers" have been demoted to fallible human status... (which many healers don't like because when they started their journey... they signed up to be considered GODS...
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The question is, "Do I have a 'God Complex'?
Which makes me wonder if this lawyer has any idea as to the kind of grades one has to receive in college to be accepted at a top medical school.
Or if you have the vaguest clue as to how talented someone has be to lead a surgical team.
I have an M.D. from Harvard. I am board certified in cardiothoracic medicine and trauma surgery. I have been awarded citations from seven different medical boards in New England; and I am never, ever sick at sea.
So I ask you, when someone goes into that chapel and they fall on their knees and they pray to God that their wife doesn't miscarry, or that their daughter doesn't bleed to death, or that their mother doesn't suffer acute neural trauma from postoperative shock, who do you think they're praying to? Now, you go ahead and read your Bible, Dennis, and you go to your church and with any luck you might win the annual raffle. But if you're looking for God, he was in operating room number two on November 17th, and he doesn't like to be second guessed.
You ask me if I have a God complex?
Let me tell you something: I AM GOD.
Alec Baldwin... in "Malice"
2.) The selection process necessary to become a "healer" is arduous, long, competitive and expensive. Not everyone can endure/afford the process and those successful at it feel exclusive and "special."
3.) Many of those selected to undergo the process began preparing themselves during their early formative years. Lots of them (not all, or even the majority) are socially inept ("Gunners") and were socialized by the people who think/thought "healers" were gods ...
All of the above contributes to the toxic and sometimes "malignant" personalities of some of the "healers" we encounter while practicing medicine.
For three years, I worked in a 6 physician, 1 mid-level (me) SPECIALTY practice. 5 of the physicians were kind, compassionate, caring, down-to-earth mentors/providers.
1 physician was a complete ego-maniac. This guy looked "down his nose" at ALL who didn't have MD behind their name. He couldn't order a pizza without commenting about his assessment of the person he was ordering from intellectual capacity. Most of this physician's patients switched to a different physician within the group within 3-6 visits of meeting him.
Unfortunately, he had recently made partner... and the others in this group physicians decided NOT to accept patients that wanted to transfer from his care.
Since its a small town (isolated with ~90k people and 1 hospital) , this was/is the only practice that offered this specialty. The patients were stuck...
I finally quit after his ego/condescension got to big for me to deal with non-violently. Since it was 6 physicians and only me as the mid-level, we had been using a standard format and standard verbiage, templated test report for 3 years.
The only changes he wanted me to make to the report were synonyms of a select few of the agreed upon words...!!!
Basically, this guy called me out of a exam room with a patient and down 3 stories of stairs to DEMAND/command that I edit a sanctioned "standardized" report with words of his choosing. I refused to alter it at his whim. The other physicians agreed with me in principle but wouldn't/couldn't back me (the mid-level) against a fellow physician.
This BS went back and forth for about a week. The discussions remained professional and behind closed doors. Then suddenly, I was being asked to leave provider meetings "so they... (the physicians)... could talk."
I gave them my resignation/2 week notice and moved on...
Lessons Learned:
The utility of a PA to the medical system/a practice is that we are a cheaper alternative held to THE SAME standard of care... (think $300k in services billed - $70k in salary paid + a 30%employee burden)...
Lose the idea that mid-levels can do anything physicians can.... (like become a partner/partial owner unless we actually start the practice)...
Just a few thoughts based upon personal experience...
DocNusum, FNP, PA-C