Um, how's this for disadvantaged:
Being told that you were cognitively gifted from a young age, scoring 90-98 percentile on standardized tests, etc. to your crackhead parent,
😡 in fourth grade, lifting you from the environment from whence she abandoned you for the sole fact that the next sibling in line was about to turn 18 and she would no longer be able to get welfare. The neighborhood , which was declared the 4th cheapest place to live in US, was very much underserved medically. I felt like I fell asleep and woke up in the boyz in da hood movie.
😱 Drugs, guns, fights, and gang wars were a normal part of the environment. My mother then proceeded to take in 5 members of our family , which I had to physically care for, in order to get her hands on whatever gov't check they were getting each month, yet we still had no food, and I had to figure out how to feed four kids and one post CVA senior.
🙁 Not to mention being awakened on almost a nightly basis with the yelling and screaming of my mom who I guess was coming down from a drug high and then wanted to fight me. Needless to say I had no teenage yrs and lost a lot of my childhood. Many of my teachers in high school just passed me, saying your just too smart for me to fail. I nearly didn't finish school, until I got pregnant at the age of 18 and knew that I was going to have a child of my own to provide for
😍 and was NOT going to be the kind of parent that my bio mother was. I finished high school in alternative school and graduated. I then went to nursing school to ensure that i would be able to care for my son, since many men, from my viewpoint, were not reliable. So here I am many yrs later, remembering who I was as a child, and knowing that that bright young girl had the ablity to do or be anything, and so I am going for a dream that I have had for a long time, which is to be a doctor. When I was three I used to say I want to be an anesthesiologist, but we shall see.