In the midst of applications to 12 PhD programs and 1 PysD program, I have two stellar LOR's from prof's/mentors who I've worked very close with for two years on my masters thesis (#1; haven't actually seen the letter) and as an RA and on my own intervention study (start-to-finish: conceptualization, IRB, participant recruitment, data collection, managing UG RAs, data entry, stats, poster abstract, and now manuscript prep) at another institution (#2; showed me the letter last year, before data collection started, so it must be MUCH better now). That's all good.
My third LOR comes from a clinical supervisor at my master's practicum. I've worked with her for 5 months. I asked her about a month ago if she would consider writing me a positive letter (so she didn't have to answer right away), and she answered immediately and emphatically, "Yes, of course I will!" She is a feminist-oriented clinician who strongly believes that I should participate in the recommendation process, even though I've waived my rights to access. She showed me her letter--it is luke warm, rather generic. And when I sit with her to do the ratings on the forms (if applicable), she is quite conservative about giving me top ratings, although for a few items she has done so. In fact, she really seems conflicted (and shows it) about giving me a top rating on certain items, which drives me nuts as I'm watching her decide!
I kind of feel screwed and I really wish I didn't see the letter and ratings--better to be in the dark, because now I wonder how this will hurt me in the process, especially for the more competitive schools. I am applying rather conservatively anyway (to schools that match my GPA/GRE mostly, with a few reaches that have *excellent* research matches), and I figure I have two other big things in my favor: 1) The luke warm letter is from someone who hasn't known me as long, 2) This letter-writer is a masters-level clinician commenting on my clinical work, so she isn't as important as the PhD psychologists who wrote about my research.
Anyone with a knowledge of this: Do you think I have a good handle on this situation? Am I freaking out for no reason?? Thoughts?