He's really pissed... idk I can kinda understand where he is coming from.
altamont you need to calm down and realize that getting your life in order is enormously more important than becoming a doctor. Slow down your life, take things slowly, and enjoy the little things. Surely becoming a doctor is not the only thing in the whole wide world that can make you happy. Start exploring all your different hobbies - be it photography, math, astronomy, video games, etc etc. Life is too short to be fixated on one goal this much. Find what makes you happy and pursue it, because life is too short. I know that I can't judge your life from across an internet forum, but I don't know what else to tell you. Stay
strong.
And when I get tired and frustrated, "Greg Plitt's Quotivation III" cheers me up. Maybe it will work for you? Just search the title on yt and it should pop up.