It was meant to be a joke that people took too personally. My bad if I offended you. But if you're going to evaluate my entire life based on two sentences I posted, then I'll let you know that 1. you're actually wrong, Sherlock and 2. if you surround yourself with a bunch of other adults that are panicking about the same thing, you're only going to be more stressed. Yes, panicking is a feeling. Thank you for pointing that out. I get the feeling of I will never get in. I might as well get another degree to go down another path. I was in your seat 3 years ago. But you know what I did then? I made the decision to let out my frustrations and stress via exercise and eating healthy. If you make the decision to sit on the computer, eat ice cream, and sit in a forum board that promotes unnatural panicking and frustration, you do you. But I won't feel sorry for you.