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Hi. I'm a 30 year old considering a career change to medicine. Obviously, it would be a considerable challenge at this stage in life and I'm currently trying to interrogate my motives and especially my character to decide whether I'm really cut out for this.
I guess I've always believed that to some extent there's a social identity that goes along with most occupations, and that as such the right personality can be as important - or more important - than the right professional qualifications for a career. For example, if you lay bricks on a construction site, there's a certain social culture that prevails there, and there's another quite different one if you work in a hair salon, and another again if you work in investment banking. I suppose you can say that thinking this way plays to stereotypes but I think there's a lot of truth to most stereotypes, which is why they're so enduring.
Anyway, for me the stereotype about medical people, which I take to be generally true, is that it tends to attract mainly "left brain" (I know that's not a scientific distinction but it's useful shorthand) people with more of a logical, rational kind of personality and a strong background in sciences, math and maybe a lot of overlap with engineering/IT/physics when it comes to academic interests.
That's not really been me, up to this point. I wasn't completely "right brain" at school - I was lucky enough to possess a decent sponge-brain for information of all kinds and I was a sort of straight A across the board type - but I had more of a passion and affinity for history, literature, ethics, moral philosophy, politics and foreign languages. I've always been fascinated by ideas, concepts, "big picture" thinking and maybe a bit impatient with details. I've taken Myers-Briggs tests and repeatedly come out as "INFP" which apparently is supposed to be an emotional, intuitive type and - well, I'm not sure how much stock to put in those things, but I have to say the descriptions have always been pretty spot on, and I've always been a writer and a daydreamer by nature.
So why even consider medicine? Well, as many of you probably know, the internet has kind of economically torpedoed writers and artistic types by setting the value of words and entertainment to nil. But more importantly than that, it's knocked down all the walls and made it a giant free-for-all attention economy whereby everyone who wants to be an artist or journalist ("content creator") has to desperately self-promote on Twitter and Facebook 24 hours a day to stay "relevant." I find that unbearably vacuous and depressing.
I'd like to use my intelligence, such as it is, for something more meaningful than variations on "look at me" all day on Twitter. I'd genuinely like to help people, as cliched as that is. And part of me genuinely thinks that with my empathetic and more heart-first kind of personality, I could maybe be strong at patient interaction and maybe have something to offer in a field like family medicine or psychiatry?
I just know that - when it came to a large part of the academic training, I would have to grit my teeth and force myself through it, like the intellectual equivalent of eating my greens. Because...I have to admit that, sciences really don't float my boat. Especially not Chemistry. Oh god, Chemistry. But I think I possess enough general intelligence to power through it, IF I believe there's a chance of me having a rewarding career and being able to contribute something worthwhile in a clinical setting afterwards.
So I guess my question is - are there other people out there who are from a more humanities/liberal arts background, and who even aren't so passionate about the sciences, but who've survived and even thrived in medicine for the human aspect? Or am I being a bit too quixotic here?
I apologize for the lengthiness...as I said, writer by habit.
Thanks in advance for any insights.
I guess I've always believed that to some extent there's a social identity that goes along with most occupations, and that as such the right personality can be as important - or more important - than the right professional qualifications for a career. For example, if you lay bricks on a construction site, there's a certain social culture that prevails there, and there's another quite different one if you work in a hair salon, and another again if you work in investment banking. I suppose you can say that thinking this way plays to stereotypes but I think there's a lot of truth to most stereotypes, which is why they're so enduring.
Anyway, for me the stereotype about medical people, which I take to be generally true, is that it tends to attract mainly "left brain" (I know that's not a scientific distinction but it's useful shorthand) people with more of a logical, rational kind of personality and a strong background in sciences, math and maybe a lot of overlap with engineering/IT/physics when it comes to academic interests.
That's not really been me, up to this point. I wasn't completely "right brain" at school - I was lucky enough to possess a decent sponge-brain for information of all kinds and I was a sort of straight A across the board type - but I had more of a passion and affinity for history, literature, ethics, moral philosophy, politics and foreign languages. I've always been fascinated by ideas, concepts, "big picture" thinking and maybe a bit impatient with details. I've taken Myers-Briggs tests and repeatedly come out as "INFP" which apparently is supposed to be an emotional, intuitive type and - well, I'm not sure how much stock to put in those things, but I have to say the descriptions have always been pretty spot on, and I've always been a writer and a daydreamer by nature.
So why even consider medicine? Well, as many of you probably know, the internet has kind of economically torpedoed writers and artistic types by setting the value of words and entertainment to nil. But more importantly than that, it's knocked down all the walls and made it a giant free-for-all attention economy whereby everyone who wants to be an artist or journalist ("content creator") has to desperately self-promote on Twitter and Facebook 24 hours a day to stay "relevant." I find that unbearably vacuous and depressing.
I'd like to use my intelligence, such as it is, for something more meaningful than variations on "look at me" all day on Twitter. I'd genuinely like to help people, as cliched as that is. And part of me genuinely thinks that with my empathetic and more heart-first kind of personality, I could maybe be strong at patient interaction and maybe have something to offer in a field like family medicine or psychiatry?
I just know that - when it came to a large part of the academic training, I would have to grit my teeth and force myself through it, like the intellectual equivalent of eating my greens. Because...I have to admit that, sciences really don't float my boat. Especially not Chemistry. Oh god, Chemistry. But I think I possess enough general intelligence to power through it, IF I believe there's a chance of me having a rewarding career and being able to contribute something worthwhile in a clinical setting afterwards.
So I guess my question is - are there other people out there who are from a more humanities/liberal arts background, and who even aren't so passionate about the sciences, but who've survived and even thrived in medicine for the human aspect? Or am I being a bit too quixotic here?
I apologize for the lengthiness...as I said, writer by habit.
Thanks in advance for any insights.