I'll try to answer... but keep in mind that I'm just one person! Again, as I said, I'm about five years out of school. I'm currently on my 4th job, this one with a corporate veterinary practice... it's been harder for me because I'm geographically limited to a particular small-town area (due to my spouse, who I met after moving to this area for my first job) so I have fewer jobs to choose between than if I were single. The last three clinics I've worked at have all required me to do things I considered unethical or did not feel comfortable with - prescribing meds at owner request without appropriate diagnostics, convenience euthanasias, cosmetic surgeries like tail docking, performing surgery without pain medication, etc. The corporate practice I'm currently working in has its fair share of headaches, but at least I'm allowed to practice quality medicine.
Also, I asked my husband (whose mom was a HS English teacher) and he says that my job is WAAAAY more stressful than hers ever was. Granted, we're only two individiauls so take that for what it's worth!
- What do you think mainly killed your passion?
I think that I had intentions of being able to focus more on the medicine. I LOVED vet school, and honestly wasn't one of those people who found it all of that stressful. I also LOVE educating people, public speaking, etc. So, in a way, I had this vision of being able to use my medical knowledge to educate my clients and treat their pets. Unfortunately, the reality of the area I'm practicing in is that many clients don't want to spend money on their pets and resent me for recommending care. For example, yesterday I had two frustrating clients. Client #1 came in with EXACTLY sixty dollars - our office visit is $35, so that left me $25 to treat her dog. It turns out that her dog has had AWFUL skin problems for several months (honestly one of the worst skin cases I've ever seen) AND has never had any vaccines, heartworm prevention, or other preventive care. So I'm stuck trying to fix this dog for $25, which is completely impossible because I can't even run tests to figure out what I'm dealing with!! (For the record, I ended up dispensing some antihistamines and giving her a prescription for $4 antibiotics at Walmart... it won't fix the problem, which I'm worried could be mange, but at least it'll give the dog some relief.) Client #2 came in with a dog that has had skin allergies for YEARS... also expressed financial limitations, but didn't give a dollar limit. I did my exam, recommended about $90 worth of diagnostics (skin impressions to assess for bacterial/yeast infections, skin scrape to look for mange, and a ringworm culture). She told me she could only afford one test, so I opted for the skin scrape... but didn't find any mites. When I then told her that I could prescribe steroids and antibiotics now that we knew the dog was free of mites, she went off and said we were an awful money-grubbing place for charging $65 for the visit and and then wanting to charge additional money for the meds. Those are only two examples, and I DO have good clients as well as bad, but those visits really start to wear on you. I do a lot less educating/diagnosing and a lot more playing "let's make a deal" with clients. Hate it.
- If you could do it all over again, what would you do differently?
Really not sure. I think it may be different if I practiced in a more financially affluent area, while my husband thinks I need a different career entirely. Still trying to figure out what needs to change.
- Are there many vets left who truly love what they do?
I think there are some, but not as many as I expected. There's a veterinary online forum called VIN, and a lot of vets are members of it. Recent discussions on there have revealed a LOT of career dissatisfaction lately, I think largely due to the economic changes that make practice management a lot more stressful.
- Did you come into the field expecting the long hours and low pay?
Honestly, the pay is much better than I expected. My first job (five years ago) paid $45k, my second job included gradual raises to $100k within 3 years (these annual raises were tied to what I had produced in the previous year - we were a very busy hospital so my production was high), and my 3rd & 4th jobs have matched that salary. My actual in-hospital hours, not including time working from home have averaged about 34 hrs/wk in my first job, 40-45 hrs in the 2nd job, 45 in the 3rd, and 45-50 hrs/wk in my current job. My current job also includes management responsibilities, so that has caused an increase in time invested from home.... as I said, I probably spend about 15 hrs/wk on vet stuff from home. The pay isn't bad, I just can't decide if the stress is worth it. I'd gladly take a pay cut if the profession were less stressful!!
- What would you change about your profession given the chance?
Fewer vet school graduates, because there aren't enough jobs for us all. Owners who are willing to pursue better care... I understand why they can't always afford it, but I can always dream 🙂
-Is there a light at the end of the tunnel..?
Good question!!
I hate to sound all gloom and doom.... there are days that being a vet is really rewarding. For example, here's a great case from this last week: I struck up a conversation with someone about the care that their pet was getting from another vet. It turns out their vet suspected their dog had demodex (a type of mange), but was treating their dog with exactly the WRONG medication for it (steroids). Needless to say, the dog had been getting gradually worse for months. I convinced them to bring her in for a second opinion.... it turned out that she DID have demodex, but also had awful skin and ear infections on top of that. We did all of the necessary testing, sent her home on all of the necessary meds, and her owners were so grateful that we took the time to actually run tests and discuss treatment with her, instead of just throwing pills at her like the other vet did. Totally a feel-good case, because the owner was so grateful and SugarFifiFluffyFidolicious is now getting the care she needs. Hopefully she'll be looking a lot better when I see her back in 2.5 weeks for a recheck!!