
Kind of. I took general biology 1 and 2 as an undergrad, as well as college algebra and and statistics, and that was all of the math and science I took. I did have some problems in the beginning with re-familiarizing myself with basic math and science concepts, but the issue I'm having now is moreso that we've just reached a place in my chemistry class where I feel completely over my head and like the book may as well have been written in Chinese. We're covering basic quantum chemistry concepts like photons, energy emission and absorption, work functions, orbitals, measuring uncertainty in position and momentum, etc., and this kind of information just does not come naturally to me at all. It's not so much that I can't understand it as that I have to sit with the material for hours to get it to sink in, and I don't have the time to do that. I have bills I need to figure out how to cover, other classes, extracurriculars to work on, etc., and there's just not enough time to get it all done. I'm too slow.
It sounds like you are doing too much at once. This is not a race. Secure your income and take one class. Forget the MCAT until your classes are finished.
I can't do this. I can do school. When school is the only thing I have to focus on, I do great at school, which is why my undergrad GPA was a 3.95. But I cannot do school, volunteering, job shadowing, various freelance projects, job hunting (replace with working full time if I get a job), and studying for the MCAT at once. I'm too slow, and there's not enough time in the day.
My intention was to get through two chapters of chemistry today and put in at least 4 or 5 hours of work hon the freelance writing projects I've been doing since I've yet to find a stable source of income. Instead, I got through about 10 pages of chemistry in 5 hours. I've tried utilizing alternative techniques to make myself a more efficient studier, but my brain just doesn't let me process information any faster.
I can delude myself into thinking it will all magically work out in the end, but the reality is that it won't. As is, I'm going to have to drop the summer courses I'm signed up for because I don't have the money to pay for them. The money situation is just going to keep getting worse given how expensive it is to be a pre-med student overall.
The reason I've held on this long is that I have no idea where to go from here. I'm not even close to being a qualified candidate for PA school, or I would look into that. Ideas?