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Are students who are more interested in alternative medicine less cut-throat, kaniving bastards? Is it any more sane than an allopathic school?
So as you can see, post number one. I've lurked a bit over the last year as thoughts have lurked around in my head. I am starting applications here and feel like I just need to spew some of this out and maybe ask a few questions along the way.
Am I absolutely sure medicine is right for me? No. I am reminded of the old Chinese proverb: "To be uncertain is to be uncomfortable, but to be certain is to be ridiculous." But part of me still doesn't believe it.
Problem is, I don't know what else I would do. I enjoy teaching (have TA'd Chemistry) very much, science (Chemistry major), serving (all my life), health (-nut, and EMT) and the wilderness (just got back from Red River Gorge in KY). Is it too far off to dream to be a wilderness medicine physician?
Problem is, the more I read, it seems the more I see med students getting crushed under the system. Insane workloads, extreme exhaustion (and you would think physicians would know better), breakdowns, etc. I'm wondering, even if its not exactly what I want to do, that keeping my sanity might be preferable in another occupation.
But I'm just unsure if I can do this in medicine, really. I feel its just dreaming. The system will eat me alive. Undergrad is already gnawing at my skinny structure - it all just seems like hoops. I'll just be another burned out ER doc by the time I'm out.
But again, I don't know what else I would do and all I can do is just keep hopeing. My grades are good, MCAT is good, and figure I might as well apply now - but I'm applying in hopes of deferment, take a year off (Africa?), and maybe stave off the burn marks.
The reason I posted this in the DO thread is I feel like you all (if there is anyone) would be the people to maybe see something, and not just write me off. Because that's another thing, I'm not sure I even want to be a part of the "Medical Community." I fear much of it has lost its way as I look around at my classmates and spend more and more time in the hospital/on the rig and listen to people in the field. Even though it would mean moving two and a half hours from home (I am very close to my Father), the DO school in my state is looking more and more enticing.
But are DO schools for real? Will I learn how to deal with patients as people? Are students who are more interested in alternative medicine less cut-throat, kaniving bastards? Is it any more sane than an allopathic school? Does the education/training system actually make sense instead of assuming the "well this is how we've always done it" policy?
I just want to make it out the other side with enough energy and the skills to actually make a difference in someone's life. Is that too much to ask?
I'm still uncertain.
Before you embark on any path ask the question: Does this path have a heart? If the answer is no, you will know it, and then you must choose another path. The trouble is nobody asks the question; and when a man finally realizes that he has taken a path without a heart, the path is ready to kill him. At that point very few men can stop to deliberate, and leave the path. A path without a heart is never enjoyable. You have to work hard even to take it. On the other hand, a path with heart is easy; it does not make you work at liking it.
"The Teachings of Don Juan" by Carlos Castaneda
It is quite possible that medicine wouldn't be right for you. I know that personally, I am okay with the long hours, the over-working, and the part where the job cuts into my social life. I don't want children. All I want to do is contribute to medicine.
You, however, want something much different (not better or worse, different) than I. I have gotten the feeling from the forums that allopaths are less cruel than osteopaths--I don't know that this is the case. I do feel that some of the schools seem to focus on the "holistic" approach and the DO philosophy--some, but not all. I'm no expert either; I've just done a lot of research, and I'm in the process of applying.
From what you said, I would think that being a teacher might really be up your alley--professor or whatnot. Not a terrible living, better hours, time for a family... and it would certainly suit your thoughtful (based on this post) nature.
That's all I have. ^.^
I know you're trying to find/clear up info regarding DOs....which is a good thing. my advice is to keep reading SDN, it has a lot of info that may clear up many misconceptions. also look at the mentor forums for specific medical topics.But are DO schools for real? Will I learn how to deal with patients as people?
Before reading around on SDN and researching on the net? The typical uneducated view: DO schools were born out of necessity for people who couldn't get in to MD schools and in order to train primary care physicians. I realize this is absurd, but it's amazing how many of my pre-med (and non, and pre-health) classmates cringe when I mention applying to a DO school and respond with "Why? You'll be able to get into an MD school no problem."