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peering over curtain" syndrome
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is anyone here affected by this. just like many others who post here, torn between surgery and anaesthesia as career choices. something that people from both sides mentioned was that sometimes in anaesthesia, because you're in the backseat, you might find yourself constantly peering over the curtain, left out of the action. Feeling like you're not really the A player.
How true is this.
After having done electives in both, I admit there is that niggling thought that you're being left out of the main action and denied the satisfaction of fixing the problem...But when your'e by the patient and holding that damn retractor for the 23rd time, you start wishing you picked something a little more cerebral.
ARGH! why is it so tough to make this decision. Vacillate between one and the other...so much...like trying to choose between a red ferrari or a loaded chaeuffeured Bentley.
How did you finally make that choice. Would you have still made the same choice if you were also given the opportunity at the same time to swap to ENT, Opthal, Ortho or Urology (no strings attached) as compared with the "horrendous lifestyle" general surgery option.
Goddamn life is hard.
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Yesterday, 02:49 PM #2
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I have not matched yet, but I made the choice after going through this debate and considering several options...it was not difficult, and it just gets easier the more time i spend on service.
Picture yourself as a general surgeon or a general internist. Your day is filled with: meetings, rounds, charts, operations/titrations, charts, more operations, charts, clinic, charts, and finally, rounds. Did I mention charts? Sure, I like to imagine myself tying off that bleeder or stenting that vessel, but do I really want to hold a retractor for three years to get there? Do I really want to chart on a patient twice a day? Or would I rather master pharmacology, physiology, cardiology, pulmonology, become good at procedures, experience medicine, surgery and acute care all in one setting, manage problems, see my actions take effect immediately? As a student on the gas service, I can learn something new every time I walk into a room, whereas on surgery service, after my 5th gallbladder, that was pretty much the long and short of it. Surgical specialties really just narrow the field, and I wanted a broader scope.
After you get through that, if you still aren't convinced, write down the facets of the training and the practice that intrigue you. If you get more on the surgery side than: "it looks cool" or "i like to work with my hands", maybe you should really consider it. I found all my interests were met in anesthesiology, whereas all other specialties left something to be desired. It is not that way for all, though.
Just the $0.02 of a fourth year med student, however.
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is anyone here affected by this. just like many others who post here, torn between surgery and anaesthesia as career choices. something that people from both sides mentioned was that sometimes in anaesthesia, because you're in the backseat, you might find yourself constantly peering over the curtain, left out of the action. Feeling like you're not really the A player.
How true is this.
After having done electives in both, I admit there is that niggling thought that you're being left out of the main action and denied the satisfaction of fixing the problem...But when your'e by the patient and holding that damn retractor for the 23rd time, you start wishing you picked something a little more cerebral.
ARGH! why is it so tough to make this decision. Vacillate between one and the other...so much...like trying to choose between a red ferrari or a loaded chaeuffeured Bentley.
How did you finally make that choice. Would you have still made the same choice if you were also given the opportunity at the same time to swap to ENT, Opthal, Ortho or Urology (no strings attached) as compared with the "horrendous lifestyle" general surgery option.
Goddamn life is hard.
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Yesterday, 02:49 PM #2
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Join Date: Apr 2003
Location: Danger Cart
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I have not matched yet, but I made the choice after going through this debate and considering several options...it was not difficult, and it just gets easier the more time i spend on service.
Picture yourself as a general surgeon or a general internist. Your day is filled with: meetings, rounds, charts, operations/titrations, charts, more operations, charts, clinic, charts, and finally, rounds. Did I mention charts? Sure, I like to imagine myself tying off that bleeder or stenting that vessel, but do I really want to hold a retractor for three years to get there? Do I really want to chart on a patient twice a day? Or would I rather master pharmacology, physiology, cardiology, pulmonology, become good at procedures, experience medicine, surgery and acute care all in one setting, manage problems, see my actions take effect immediately? As a student on the gas service, I can learn something new every time I walk into a room, whereas on surgery service, after my 5th gallbladder, that was pretty much the long and short of it. Surgical specialties really just narrow the field, and I wanted a broader scope.
After you get through that, if you still aren't convinced, write down the facets of the training and the practice that intrigue you. If you get more on the surgery side than: "it looks cool" or "i like to work with my hands", maybe you should really consider it. I found all my interests were met in anesthesiology, whereas all other specialties left something to be desired. It is not that way for all, though.
Just the $0.02 of a fourth year med student, however.