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rileyroo

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i know it has been discussed among the c/o 2013ers, but for the current application cycle -- is anyone suddenly feeling less confident now that you're in the middle of the apps? i think it was addressed in a post before, where this process can drain your feeling of worthiness. just wondering if anyone is second guessing their "competitiveness" as an applicant right about now? i guess this is where the fear starts to creep in. 😉
 
The answer to your question would be YES! lol I started off applying with the highest confidence ever. Now that I am 75% done my confidence is waning. Probably the day I submit the apps I'll have no confidence left and feel like a complete failure lol. Also, the GRE is annoying me. Taking it for the second time August 20th ::whoot::
 
Ooh ooh ME!

My confidence has completely drained. I also have the GRE to worry about on Aug. 19th (my 1st time), and i'm sick of looking at stupid vocab words that I'll never use 😡
 
My confidence takes the biggest hit when I open the Cornell supplemental app... makes me want to cry every time.
 
lol i agree, the GRE is a reality check for my application. not a good one either. :laugh:
 
I'm only a second year undergrad so I'm not applying but reading ya'lls posts make me both excited and nervous like I'm in the same position haha! I wish the best of luck to everyone!
 
YES!! I am so scared/nervous/excited. I will be taking the GRE a second time soon. I haven't signed up for a date yet (YIKES). I am really nervous about that. I feel as though all of my confidence is gone and that I really should just stop but I can't. I am soooo scared. But soon the applications will be sent and then the waiting begins. I think waiting is going to be the worst part of it.
 
I'm so excited for the waiting part because it HAS to be better than this...ugh
 
I'm so excited for the waiting part because it HAS to be better than this...ugh

Ha! Not even. 😱

At least during the application process you can feel productive filling out the different parts of the application. And the hours of experience you accumulate can be accounted for somewhere.

But once your waiting.... there is nothing you can do. Can't improve your application and the hours will only really matter if you have to apply again the following year. Although once you start getting interview invites you will at least have something new to panic over.
 
But once your waiting.... there is nothing you can do. Can't improve your application

no kidding, that's when i'll be thinking "omg i forgot to put this experience, change that sentence, include that description" and second guessing everything i did or didn't do. :laugh:
 
no kidding, that's when i'll be thinking "omg i forgot to put this experience, change that sentence, include that description" and second guessing everything i did or didn't do. :laugh:

And whatever you do, once your application is submitted, DO NOT reread your personal statement. The moment you do, you will realize that blatant typo in the first paragraph that you somehow overlooked the last 1000 times you read it.
 
I am scared schatless right now! Major ding dings in my app process right now:

*took one semester of english (first semester first year) pass/fail... It takes a C+ or above I believe to make the pass so whatever, but Cornell tells me that it will be calculated into my overall GPA as a C-. Some of the other schools I've checked with said they don't care, so I thought I was okay. tisk tisk... should have checked with all of them! I should have taken that course for a grade a I probably would have gotten a B+ or above... but I only took this upper level literature course because that was the only course I could fit into my schedule, and not knowing how difficult the course or college in general was going to be, I took it pass/fail.

*also took a couple of other humanities courses pass/fail when taking 3 lab courses at once... for the most part they're not the ones that matter, but it makes me look like a grade greedy pre-med-ish student, which I can assure you I was not. Had I taken them for a grade, my gpa would not have changed, but I guess hindsight is 20/20. sigh...

*I'd accumulated 8 LORs from various experiences, but since the stupid pre-health advising committee kept telling me that all these letters should be sent to them and they'll write a composite letter (that most vet schools refuse to accept) I need to get in touch with all of these people (some I haven't talked to in 2 years or so, where one vet is going through serious medical issues and may not even be working at the same place anymore). I had very good relationships with all of these people, but I feel like a tool contacting them all of the sudden to be like "huh, remember that rec letter you wrote for me a while back???" I also need to pick 3... but that's another story altogether.

*I don't even remember which colleges I was accepted to back in the day...

It makes me kinda hyperventilate just thinking about this stuff! But I feel a lot better now that I've vented and feel reassured knowing that I'm not the only one feeling this way!
 
It makes me kinda hyperventilate just thinking about this stuff! But I feel a lot better now that I've vented and feel reassured knowing that I'm not the only one feeling this way!

nope not the only one. except i'm on the opposite end than you...you have too many LORs and have to choose 3. i suddenly don't have enough to apply. one was submitted early, one i haven't heard from since committing, and the third (who i thought would be my strongest eval) flaked on me. :scared:
 
Scared is an understatement! After the years of getting the guts to go back, getting through the classes, and then BOOM! As soon as I opened the application link and got my number I completely lost all confidence! I have second guessed EVERYTHING! Now I'm retaking the GRE, thinking about retaking classes in the fall (to show the app committee) and worst of all, am afraid that the vets I work with will not want to write a LOR since I only started working there last month (I'm gonna wait to ask in September to buy more time)! Maybe waiting another to apply wouldn't hurt....
 
Scared is an understatement! After the years of getting the guts to go back, getting through the classes, and then BOOM! As soon as I opened the application link and got my number I completely lost all confidence! I have second guessed EVERYTHING! Now I'm retaking the GRE, thinking about retaking classes in the fall (to show the app committee) and worst of all, am afraid that the vets I work with will not want to write a LOR since I only started working there last month (I'm gonna wait to ask in September to buy more time)! Maybe waiting another to apply wouldn't hurt....

brumleyvet, i can completely sympathize with you on the LOR part...i hate waiting until the last minute, but i have no other option unfortunately. i thought i had all of my ducks in a row and would have my LORs in by August, but it didn't work out that way. so everything comes down to LORs...late...before deadline. it couldn't be more nerve racking. 😱

good luck to you! i hope this vet pulls through for you with an LOR!!
 
I'm so scared! I'm taking the GRE for the second time in August. They didn't let me bring in my earplugs or chapstick last time! The keyboard clicking and sniffling of the other test-takers was making me insane! I was so nervous, anything distracted me! I'm a wreck...ugh.
 
I'm so scared! I'm taking the GRE for the second time in August. They didn't let me bring in my earplugs or chapstick last time! The keyboard clicking and sniffling of the other test-takers was making me insane! I was so nervous, anything distracted me! I'm a wreck...ugh.

i know what you mean, i started coughing THAT morning and thought if i could just take my cough drops with me i'd be ok. but like you, they wouldn't let me take my cough drops in -- i could only take THEIR mints in -- which didn't work, i coughed the whole time. it was so distracting to even myself and i bombed the test worse than i could ever imagine. i'm pretty sure it's the lowest possible score you could get on the GRE...i read on here somewhere that someone used their earplugs while taking the GRE...i wanna know where that testing center is b/c i wanna take the test there. their noise canceling headphone didn't work for me at all. 🙁 good luck to you in august! i hope your next experience is better!
 
Don't quote me on this, but I want to say that I was actually offered earplugs at my GRE test. If so, I declined them because I find things stuck in my ears more distracting than little noises though!

So perhaps it is worth calling around a little to see if any centers have/allow them. This may not be the case for others, but I'd say there are at least 3 centers within reasonable driving distance (with one distinctly closer though) so maybe there is another center that is more suitable for you. There were also only 4 testers at one time at the place I went, so it seemed like a pretty nondistracting environment.
 
Scared isn't even the right word...it's more like petrified, terrified, etc 😱. I'd say that my main fear it not getting an interview. Even though it is in no way a reason to get my hopes up, it would be some form of validation...which I need :xf: I find it hard to look at my experiences section, or dare I say it, my courses. The strong parts of my app are really strong, and the weak parts are really weak. Does anyone else ever get the feeling that EVERYONE else has a better shot than you do? As October first gets closer and closer, my confidence level falls lower and lower, it's exhausting and it might be killing my on the inside a little bit.
 
There were also only 4 testers at one time at the place I went, so it seemed like a pretty nondistracting environment.

that would be so nice, mine had close to 20 with everyone finishing at different times and new test takers coming in throughout the time i was there so it was really distracting. i might have to make a few phone calls tomorrow. 🙂 thanks for the advice, it's worth looking into.
 
that would be so nice, mine had close to 20 with everyone finishing at different times and new test takers coming in throughout the time i was there so it was really distracting. i might have to make a few phone calls tomorrow. 🙂 thanks for the advice, it's worth looking into.

We all started at the same time too. The most distracting thing was probably when I finished first and left (I got an experimental writing section, which was clearly identified... so I opted to skip it). Sorry guys! I would have stayed longer and checked my work, but well, you can't!

Definitely call around!

I keep getting the urge to retake the GRE, but at my file review last year I was told to not touch it... I guess for fear of not doing as well? I am happy with my scores, but since I have other weaknesses I really want everything that is good to be really good!
 
Does anyone else ever get the feeling that EVERYONE else has a better shot than you do? As October first gets closer and closer, my confidence level falls lower and lower, it's exhausting and it might be killing my on the inside a little bit.

Yep! I get that feeling every time I log on here, yet I keep doing it! I also get that feeling every time I volunteer at the SA clinic I have been at this year... there are 2 other people applying this year too (we are all applying to our instate school). Their strong points are my weak points, but I think it works the other way around too. I just worked up the nerve to ask one of the vets about writing "the letter" and it did vaguely come up about the others applying. Not sure if she is writing either of their letters too (there are 5 vets there), but it makes me feel a little awkward that I am a lowly volunteer and the others are employees (one is a tech, the other an assistant). She was very positive during our conversation at least!

But on a slightly more positive note, I feel like my confidence levels are sort of cyclical. Some days I feel really optimistic (to the point of looking on Craig's list to see what types of places are available to rent), and other days I am so down in the dumps that I just want to submit the application and be done with it. I am currently on a slight upswing (odd, since I have been working on VMCAS), so I am trying to capitalize on that! I figure it is not a smart idea to work on something like my personal statement when I am feeling really bad about myself and my chances.
 
Everytime I check the averages from previous years, my confidence takes a hit...I am average, at best. Then I go to the clinic I work at, and help with a surgery and get all my confidence back up...Then I come home, go online, and my homepage pops up (OVC at Guelph in Canada...def not a good idea) and my confidence plummits again...*sigh*
 
Hi Class of 2014 hopefuls! I just wanted to give you guys some encouragement... 😀

I know times are tough right now but hang in there! I was feeling exactly the same butterflies, self-doubt (and at some points, sheer terror! i.e. 1st interview!!) at this time last year along with the rest of the c/o 2013 SDNers. But don't worry, you'll get through it!!

Don't forget how amazing you all are and how hard you've worked to get to this point! Even being elligible to apply to veterinary school is an accomplishment in itself and takes a ton of hard work and dedication.

If it helps, read the successful applicants thread from last year and the year before (http://forums.studentdoctor.net/showthread.php?t=589279). EVERYONE'S application has flaws and everyone has had difficulties and obstacles to overcome. It's how you have approached these things and learned from them that count (and this is hopefully what comes through in your essays/applications/interviews).


Good luck Everyone! :luck::xf:😍
 
Oh, this thread brings back memories LOL.

Hang in there, everyone. The kinds of people that vet schools attract tend to be their own worst critics (I am among them), but don't let it shake you so much that you lose sight of yourself. Take a deep breath, understand that EVERYONE feels this way, and present yourself in the best light possible. You can do this!

With regards to these posts...

Scared is an understatement! After the years of getting the guts to go back, getting through the classes, and then BOOM! As soon as I opened the application link and got my number I completely lost all confidence! I have second guessed EVERYTHING! Now I'm retaking the GRE, thinking about retaking classes in the fall (to show the app committee) and worst of all, am afraid that the vets I work with will not want to write a LOR since I only started working there last month (I'm gonna wait to ask in September to buy more time)! Maybe waiting another to apply wouldn't hurt....

brumleyvet, i can completely sympathize with you on the LOR part...i hate waiting until the last minute, but i have no other option unfortunately. i thought i had all of my ducks in a row and would have my LORs in by August, but it didn't work out that way. so everything comes down to LORs...late...before deadline. it couldn't be more nerve racking. 😱

good luck to you! i hope this vet pulls through for you with an LOR!!

...I also wanted to add that my three LORs were submitted on September 27th of last year LOL. 😳 I didn't ask my evaluators to write a LOR for me until the week beforehand because I, too, needed the extra time, as well as extra courage after my confidence took a beating in the middle of the application period. While I don't recommend doing this to ANYONE, I thought it might help soothe some butterflies if you both knew that you aren't alone. 🙂

Best of luck, everyone! You have a loooong cycle ahead of you, and we're all pulling for you! :xf::luck:
 
thanks kittyrex and oncebitten!! both of your posts are very encouraging and i'll be reading them over and over again the next few months. 🙂 oncebitten, it is truly encouraging to know that you were in the same situation 12 months ago and are now preparing to start vet school this fall. it may or may not work out the same for others this cycle, but at least knowing others have been through it (and it's not a sign that some of us aren't meant to apply) is helpful. 😉 thanks again!
 
I feel a major ulcer coming on whenever I contemplate vet school. I can just feel the fear of rejection pressing on me.

But on the plus side I work three jobs and own a horse so I only devote so much time to freaking out about school and then I go do something else. Nothing makes you feel better then spending an hour out on a trail ride with your horse. No matter what I still have him to cheer me up🙂 (Of course his massive board bill every month does not cheer me up but oh well).
 
For those of you waiting to ask for LORs, i wouldn't be shy about asking for them now and just pointing out to the people that your asking that they aren't due until the beginning of October. I did that last year, when I asked one of my evaluators, I'd only been working for her for a few months, and she turned it in at noon on October 1st. It gave me peace of mind to know I had that evaluation squared away and it gave her several months to ask me questions about what she wanted to include in her LOR.
 
Nothing makes you feel better then spending an hour out on a trail ride with your horse. No matter what I still have him to cheer me up🙂

i'm jealous. just putting that out there. 🙂
 
i'm jealous. just putting that out there. 🙂

Yep for me horse = sanity.

Helps me to realize that the whole reason I put up with all this pre-vet silliness is really to work with and help horses. So I guess even if I don't get in my intentions really are good.

PS I like the horse on your avatar...
 
I am also somewhat apprehensive, but excited to get this party started!!!!! 😀 One of my biggest issues was not having any recent animal or vet experience, however I just contacted a local zoo that has one of the best zoo vet hospitals in the country to volunteer and have orientation in two weeks!! I am going to see if I can get a recommendation while I work there, although I already asked the vet I worked for about ten years ago (and he actually said that he would write one!!!!) and have two other recommendations. Since I am as nontraditional as nontraditionals come, that is my main concern about attending vet school...the age difference. However, since it is something that I am truly passionate about,hopefully the age difference will be irrelevant.
 
I am also somewhat apprehensive, but excited to get this party started!!!!! 😀 One of my biggest issues was not having any recent animal or vet experience, however I just contacted a local zoo that has one of the best zoo vet hospitals in the country to volunteer and have orientation in two weeks!! I am going to see if I can get a recommendation while I work there, although I already asked the vet I worked for about ten years ago (and he actually said that he would write one!!!!) and have two other recommendations. Since I am as nontraditional as nontraditionals come, that is my main concern about attending vet school...the age difference. However, since it is something that I am truly passionate about,hopefully the age difference will be irrelevant.

that's great!!! i volunteered in a zoo hospital for 2 years. you will have so many great experiences! that's incredible that you got in with the zoo so fast. we have a waiting list and i had to wait 4 months before my orientation and start date. 🙂
 
Ok. Super scared now. I just signed up to take the GRE for a second time on August 19th. The first time the verbal section kicked my butt. I am soooo scared. They offered noise reducing headphones but I am kind of weird because I actually LIKE noise when working. I grew up with 3 sisters and there was constantly noise in the house so when it is completely silent it actually drives me crazy. I am still so, so scared and nervous because vocabulary is not my strong point. I think I shall go study.
 
I was doing so well not being freaked out....until I double check the stats on the out of state schools I'm applying to. At which point I managed to convince myself that even though I meet their "suggested" requirements, there's no way I'm going to be competitive for an OOS slot. And while I was there, decided that there's just no way I'm going to get through a third interview at UT. *sigh* :scared:
 
I was doing so well not being freaked out....until I double check the stats on the out of state schools I'm applying to. At which point I managed to convince myself that even though I meet their "suggested" requirements, there's no way I'm going to be competitive for an OOS slot. And while I was there, decided that there's just no way I'm going to get through a third interview at UT. *sigh* :scared:

aw katryn you'll be fine! for the interview, at least you've been through it before. you know what to expect. you're ahead of most of us. play up your strengths in those situations!! for OOS, don't freak yourself out. there have been many people on this forum who have doubted their stats and ended up with acceptances to the schools they least expected. you'll never know if you don't apply to those schools, so don't let previous stats discourage you! good luck!! 🙂
 
The whole process is freaking me out, and I am especially worried about experience hours from looking at past successful applicants and even people in this thread.:scared: I just have to keep reminding myself to find a happy place, find a happy place. Anyone have a paper bag?
 
Well at least if your experience is a problem it's something more easily fixed than a mediocre GPA spanning 200+ undergraduate credits. 🙁
 
The whole process is freaking me out, and I am especially worried about experience hours from looking at past successful applicants and even people in this thread.:scared: I just have to keep reminding myself to find a happy place, find a happy place. Anyone have a paper bag?

I totally know how you feel! I feel like everyone I talk to has thousands of hours of experience. I apply next summer and I really only started logging hours this summer. That's definitely going to be the weak point on my applicantion. And I know everyone is going to say that experience isn't looked at as much as grades at a lot of schools, but even so, not being able to show a ton of hours I feel like people won't think I'm very committed to the profession. 🙁
 
This may already have been said, but I didn't read all the posts, so forgive me if I'm just repetitive. Hopefully these will be words of encouragement, so even if they're repetitive, still nice to hear. 🙂

First of all, something that my fiance and I have been discussing recently as I've been worrying about whether or not I'm doing enough this summer and using my time wisely (give me a chance and I'll worry about ANYTHING!). Anyway, he pointed out to me that when I was getting stressed after talking to my classmates about all of the cool things their doing, that I was looking at them all in a lump sum. People are going to Africa, doing research on sea lions, studying fetal development, shadowing dairymen and dairy vets, doing externships at clinics of all kinds, etc. But the thing is, they're not each doing all of those things. One person is doing one thing, someone else is doing something else, and so on. It's so easy to get overwhelmed by what everyone else is doing as a group. But really, if you think about what any one individual person is doing, it seems much less intimidating. If that makes sense.

So basically, when you go read the Successful Applicants thread, keep that in mind. If you built a candidate from all of our best attributes, you'd have an applicant with a 4.0, stellar GREs, a Masters and a PhD, fantastic in-depth veterinary experiences with every species you can imagine, and awards up the wazoo. But that's not what's out there. There are some people with strong GPAs and other parts of their application that are weaker. People with strong experiences and weaker GPA/GREs, etc. So don't compare yourself to everyone else all lumped together. Just my 2 cents.

The other thing that I wanted to point out is, if you read old Successful Applicants threads, you'll see that practically every one of us starts our post with the caveat of "I hope my story can give some inspiration to others out there with dismal <fill in the blank>". So EVERYONE feels inadequate about some aspect of their application. And that just can't match up with reality. So take a deep breath, realize that you're probably in much better shape than you give yourself credit for, and try to hold together whatever shreds of sanity that you can. You'll need them for the coming months of waiting! 🙂

Good luck you guys. I know you're all going to rock the application! Now you just have to believe it, too. 😉
 
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