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Becoming a doctor has been my dream for years. I used to tell people that though I do want to make more money than I am now, this goal is not about the money and even if I win the lottery, I would still want to go to med-school and be a doctor.
I am mostly done with pre-med .
I have been struggling to pay for my expenses and school working fulltime and overtime for years.
I started studying for my mcat since this summer but I decided to postpone my test till next years cause I didn't do well in the practice test. I never finished reading in the verbal part and time's up.
Most of my previous classmates in the pre-med classes were already in their PA program doing second year rotation. While I am still struggling with the job that I hate and studying for the mcat, they are already talking about how people in the hospital they were rotating already offer them a job starting 80k a year. They joke about why I make my life so hard. I know life is short and I have some ailments and that's what make me so motivated to be a doctor in the first place.
I told myself a long time ago that I do not want to a nurse or PA because nothing can really compare to being a doctor. But now being still at my regular day job that I hate while struggling between mcat and volunteering in hospital( in order to make my application looks good), I feel like I am starting to envy my classmate. By the way, I really hate volunteering since the LPNs make me do all their work while they chit-chat. I don't know if it's because I hate my day job so much that I just wanted to get out. I have been doing this job for 7 years and last year I was so convinced that I am going to take the mcat in the summer and get in for 2010. But now I have to postpone to take mcat next year and have to wait for 2011. The thought of having to be in my job for 2 more years is discouraging.
Is PA just as fulfulling and the answer of a shortcut of being md?
I used to believe a saying that nothing that's worth having in life is easy nor there's any short cut.
This is my second career and I already picked one that I hate a long time ago. I really want to do it right.
I told myself "I don't want to choose a short cut to become a PA and then end up wishing that I have gone to med-school."
But have u ever heard any doctors who said that they regretted it for spending 8 years of their life to become a doctor and just wish they pick the short cut and be a PA/NP instead ? I was accepted to accelerated nursing school before and I turned it down. Now I am starting to wonder if I make a mistake. Afterall, I am so afraid that would happen to me.
I know I am starting to sound pathetic but I wish someone could really convince me that pursuing md is really the right things to do or tell me the truth if this is really worth it. Please bear with me.
Can anyone of u out there who are already a resident say whole-heartedly that u never regret it or feel like u miss out on life or wish u pick a different route like CRNA or PA.
This is not about proving who's is smart enough to be a MD but it's really about do u feel that all the debts and long hours and years of having no time for your family is worth it? Can u share with me the reason why it's worth it or if u think it's not?
I am mostly done with pre-med .
I have been struggling to pay for my expenses and school working fulltime and overtime for years.
I started studying for my mcat since this summer but I decided to postpone my test till next years cause I didn't do well in the practice test. I never finished reading in the verbal part and time's up.
Most of my previous classmates in the pre-med classes were already in their PA program doing second year rotation. While I am still struggling with the job that I hate and studying for the mcat, they are already talking about how people in the hospital they were rotating already offer them a job starting 80k a year. They joke about why I make my life so hard. I know life is short and I have some ailments and that's what make me so motivated to be a doctor in the first place.
I told myself a long time ago that I do not want to a nurse or PA because nothing can really compare to being a doctor. But now being still at my regular day job that I hate while struggling between mcat and volunteering in hospital( in order to make my application looks good), I feel like I am starting to envy my classmate. By the way, I really hate volunteering since the LPNs make me do all their work while they chit-chat. I don't know if it's because I hate my day job so much that I just wanted to get out. I have been doing this job for 7 years and last year I was so convinced that I am going to take the mcat in the summer and get in for 2010. But now I have to postpone to take mcat next year and have to wait for 2011. The thought of having to be in my job for 2 more years is discouraging.
Is PA just as fulfulling and the answer of a shortcut of being md?
I used to believe a saying that nothing that's worth having in life is easy nor there's any short cut.
This is my second career and I already picked one that I hate a long time ago. I really want to do it right.
I told myself "I don't want to choose a short cut to become a PA and then end up wishing that I have gone to med-school."
But have u ever heard any doctors who said that they regretted it for spending 8 years of their life to become a doctor and just wish they pick the short cut and be a PA/NP instead ? I was accepted to accelerated nursing school before and I turned it down. Now I am starting to wonder if I make a mistake. Afterall, I am so afraid that would happen to me.
I know I am starting to sound pathetic but I wish someone could really convince me that pursuing md is really the right things to do or tell me the truth if this is really worth it. Please bear with me.
Can anyone of u out there who are already a resident say whole-heartedly that u never regret it or feel like u miss out on life or wish u pick a different route like CRNA or PA.
This is not about proving who's is smart enough to be a MD but it's really about do u feel that all the debts and long hours and years of having no time for your family is worth it? Can u share with me the reason why it's worth it or if u think it's not?